I can have such a horrible day or such a bull shit petty arguement with my mom... and then I talk to him and hear him say "hi baby" and everything's fine. After a big fight with my mom today, being grounded, crying, I talk to him for a minute and a half at the most.... and I'm happy all over again. It never ceases to amaze me.

thank god, I love my life again.

Its hard to belive I was completely happy less than 48 hours ago, and everything in my life was going absolutely perfect for about 3 weeks ( Read more... )

Good things are accually starting to happen in my life. Yea I didnt have a horrible life a month ago, good things happened, but I always seemed to be let down in some sort of twisted way. Good things are FINALLY happening and FOLLOWING through. Im almost waiting to wake up. God seems to like me again. I have good grades, Im on good terms with my ( Read more... )

I have an interview today!!!!!!!

Brusters...2:15.

I hope I do good... I REALLY want this one to work out.

Im soooo freaking sick and tired of making sure what I want to do is okay with CERTAIN people. And its REALLY shitty I have to try to make them happy before I do what I want to do. Its not about what you think, feel, or care. Its my business... my life. I dont care what you think anymore.

Im comming to realize that I'm getting closer and closer to the end of my rope as each day slowly comes to an end. Its getting harder and harder to pull myself out of bed in the mornings. For the first 6 minutes I am awake, I feel paralyzed. I'm starting to realized how stressed I really am. I'm accually "breaking out". I know that the break outs ( Read more... )

Sometimes I wonder what I’m gonna do
’cause there ain’t no cure for the summertime blues.

I'm SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO over school.

zach's comming home tomorrow afternoon :-D

Is 400,000 a year for a total of 2 years worth being over in Iraq and not seeing/talking to the people your close to? If your home sick now and your only 10 hours away and gone for a month at the max... dont you think 2 years on the other side of the world might do somethin to ya ( Read more... )

Zach just called, he's on his way home!!! YAAAAAY! suprise!!!!

I'm gettin checked out tomorrow after 3rd and hes gonna pick me up and we're gonna go to the beeeeeaaaacchhh.

I may just be one of the happiest people alive at the moment.