BEN JUST LEFT:)

Ben came to my house .. I totaly wasnt expecting it:) I was excited to see him... He was high like usual but I still got to see him. He went out with his "co-workers" and went and played lazer tag and smoked while doing that.What does everyone love about weed??? I don't get it! Last night someone left me a werid message.It was very ( Read more... )

So Today is Sat... I havent done anything. My mom came home last night I was SO excited beucase i havent seen her so i slept in her bed:) I missed her so much i just had to.. so then at like 2:00 kahlid came over and me and my mom were both asleep and he climb's in the middle of us trying to move me off the bed so that i couldnt sleep there.. First ( Read more... )

So.. These past two days have been interseting.I saw ben, We talked. He isn't ready to call me his "girlfriend" beucase I hert him so bad.. that is understandible.Anyways,things are diffrent between us.We have been together for three years and this past week I have no said " i love you" once. Yesterday when he dropped me off he said I love you. And ( Read more... )

RIP Shelby....
Today my dog died..
I walked outside to let sasha go outside and I saw shelby just laying on the ground. It scared me so I didn't get to close.I threw somthing at her and she didn't move.So I called ben and he came over and said she died.I don't even know what to think.Why does everything bad happen to me.. Why.

I miss you ben..

I'm still not feeling good..I woke up around 1 today. At least I took a shower. I feel a little better.I miss him more and more today.It's really tough.I'm sittin here talking to my Ana:)...Kahlid is here tonight he's drunk,he gave my dog a whole chicken and my mom is wigging out beucase she might have chicken sliver or somthing in her intestines ( Read more... )

I am laying in my mom's bed on the lap top.I am extremly sick.I had to go to the doctor this mouring.They made me pee in a cup and she rubbed around on my tummy.I had to pay 115$ for all the shit they did to me.They said they would get back to me on my test results.That doesn't help me now..I'm in so much pain.I tryed to get up to go pee.. I fell ( Read more... )

I miss you so much...

R.I.P Hoody..

July 18, 2004

I will always love you hoody:(

(my fish died today!)
-kalie

My Birthday was so great ( Read more... )

My birthday is falling apart. My mother lost her wallet today, 3000 dollers in cash in it and her 15,000 rolex and much more..She think's someone STOLE it.My birthday is now fucking gone to hell.Anyways My lovely boyfriend is going to have a party friday on my b day at his house.. Everyone come!

Kendall and Gabby won't be there:(