If I hadn't blown the whole thing years ago,
I might not be alone.
Tomorrow we can drive around this town
Let the cops chase us around...
Yeah so, I am a bad fucking person, boyfriend, bestfriend, human being in general. I am so involved with my own affairs right now, I am not even in my best friends life, nor do I notice that he has a boyfriend now, nor do I notice that hes happy, and I'm not even there and apart of it. I guess I am glad he is happy, but since when is happiness really my thing? Maybe I should just let him stay on that course and just fully dissappear completely. Just melt away. Would be for the best. But, I know hes reading this.