WHAT A BITCH!

the best only deserve the best.
thats right folks.

for several years things keep unwinding and i really dont want to see what under the last layer. its not good enough for me. is it for you?

lunch :salad
dinner: chipotle
crap! but sooooo good!

devon comes in 10 days.
im SUCH a loser

i started working out again last saturday and i stood on teh scale this morning and i gained 6 pounds in teh past like 2 weeks or so. i haven't gained for lost weight for 5 years now. its weird that this is suddenly happening. i know 6 pounds isn't making me fat but im getting displeased with my body and i never have been before. woot woot for ( Read more... )

i've been meaning to write in there for a while because its been a good week. Me and Mike made the 2 year mark last Thursday, November 2nd. It felt really good. even though it just was another day on the calander, the way it made me feel was i dont know.... nothing really mattered to me that day, or the past several days. except being in love, ( Read more... )

I cant sleep cuz i have a lot on my mind. and like always its the same thing, over and over again. some times my heart starts racing when i think about him and sometimes i feel it growing dim. theres only one person in the world i want to talk to right now but they dont know how to communicate with me, and most others also. its crazy how fast a ( Read more... )

life is a huge bitch. and then i met someone who made me smile from 10:15pm to 1:45 am. it was relaxing, nice and made me feel like I AM an awesome person and there is a very large world out there for me to discover and its waiting for me. but im locked in place. why? i want to be.

broke 100 while bowling 3 times due to a great teacherwoho

would you rather ( Read more... )

this weekend was so odd. the foo fighters were awesome, but i only swa 4 songs, but they were good ones. we had awesome seats too. i got pulled over and it made me really upset but i didn't get a ticket, thank god. the whole night made me see other sides of either who i think are my best friends or just friends in general. i don't know how to ( Read more... )

i was told today:

Don't be friends with anyone who doesn't think you are great. You are surrounded by people all day who treat you like it and when it comes to friends they should be honored.

right??

today was full of a bunch of bitches and assholes. its so nice outside! what the hell is wrong with you??

i got asked today by some lady why she needed to show me her ID to take a thousand dollars out of the bank. whore.

this week was a weird one. i must say. birthday. got a sweet laptop that makes me want to be on the internet all the time and thats not good. it was a strange birthdya. the least exciting of any birthday i've ever had. but it was still a good one. paul got me foo fighters tickets for saturday which totally rocks. my favorite thing i got though ( Read more... )