I miss my piercings. I feel less brutal without them.

I finally know whats wrong, why I am so miserable ( Read more... )

Of people asking me if I have a job yet or if a job prospect called me back yet ( Read more... )

-Laugh

-Be prettier

-Be stronger

-Not call people all the time to hang out with them (if they want to, they will too)

-Sleep more

-Be more understanding

-Listen

-Watch an episode of Buffy (like I used to before I moved out. it honestly made me happy)

-Tell myself its ok to love people, especially friends

-Read..alot

-SMILE

I think I lost my identity somewhere along the way.

Crap.

I'm at work and I shouldn't be writing this but frustration has set in. Last night I had a dream that I was happy, content. This morning I woke up to find that I was bitter, angry even. This feeling has been with me all day. Starting with the ride to school, idiots driving their cars, then a fight with a sexist group member (Men are worthless, ( Read more... )

You are so blind and I hate you for it.

I'm sick right now and I am feeling really needy. I miss my mom when I am sick. She is the best nurse in the whole world.

Anybody wanna cuddle?

*edit*

They changed things on LJ to go with talk like a pirate day. This makes me smile. Way to go LJ for still being better than myspace!

I start my internship tomorrow and I feel a bit nervous about it. It is weird starting something that is the beginning of my transition out of college and into the real world. I do not want to grow up. The past four years have been a world of excitement and youthful pleasures and now, the clock is ticking down to what it seems like the last days ( Read more... )

At some point, a person just needs to give up. You can be angry all you want but it won't ever change anything. Smile and deal with it. Stop wishing you were someone else because you'll never be. Live fast and die young because growing old alone is the most sickening thing in the world.

Sometimes it really hurts more than a person can bare.