i love you guys

and i hope i never lose you

every day i feel im spacing out more, becoming mentally isolated from the people i know love me.... but i cant stop it. it keeps on happening, day after day....but i know i cant stop it. i keep on bottling up my emotions and hiding what i really feel with a smile, a happy face in front of everybody... then when im at home alone in my room i just ( Read more... )

i hate sundays........ right now i'm feeling all this stuff and none of it makes any sense..... its almost like a void, an empty space inside of me that cant be filled but i don't know what it is so i cry, and it helps but only for a little while. theres a piece of me missing and im just trying to figure out what the fuck it is...

since my quiz on my other lj didnt work i am making a new one ( Read more... )

today was ok... i passed math jesus im so relieved... i had PE today i went on the treadmeel lol i like fell off it was funny omg NO SCHOOL ON FRIDAY!!! i think im hanging out with kimmy and paloma maybe... i duno but we are going to a party on saturday it shall be hottness HAHA in the morning im getting my highlights done finally... im so happy b/ ( Read more... )

my other lj got all fucked up it wouldnt let people comment so i made a new one!!! anyways i had a bad day today ( Read more... )