Realized last night when lying in Pontus' bed, that when he rests his hand on my throat and not pressing anything, is very relaxing. Had we not been talking while he did I probably would have fallen asleep, a lot faster than usual.
Not good that this morning when saying goodbye to him, I began missing him before he had even left. Possibly because I was in need for more closeness than it was time for and that he will be away over the weekend.