So, Terri paid £1 to enter a World Cup sweepstake for me at her work, she was only told at the time that she were number 17, the teams were drawn today, and guess what? we got GHANA. now, come on. I demand a re-draw
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I just feel so so down, i really do not know why i am here. I have made too many mistakes in my life that i worry that i am living in a present mistake. Honest to god, i dont know how much longer i can handle all this shit.
I think i have settled for too long as just being 'kind of happy'. I need to start surrounding myself with people who make me feel appriciated and that i have something to contribute. i dont know what the word is, but i feel very seperated from everything and im not used to feeling this unloved. maybe im just being ignorant, i dont know.
Okay, so I am waiting to see if Terris offer on the converted barn has been accepted. Fingers crossed eh?. She offered £245,000, which is ten grand under price, but avoids having stamp duty.
So, not alot has happened recently; i have applied for a transfer to Brookes for my second year, i have finished my exams, i have cried an awful lot, i have smiled an awful lot
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