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[_beppy_]

I wish this summer never happened. I wish that Melissa stayed here all summer and never went to Israel. I wish that she started dating Ryan before summer started. I wish I never compromised our friendship over a boy. I wish I would have opened my eyes to realize I would be the one losing. I wish I wouldn't feel like shit. I wish I could still be

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[ash_ebg]

Aww Becky I'm so sorry, I wish I could do something to make you feel better, but don't worry hun things will eventually work themselves out. I love ya!!!!!!!

[teenychica187]

i can kinda relate to how ur feeling with ryan... im hear for you!

NO!!

[lis817]

Becky you didn't compromise our friendship! Seriously don't think I hold a grudge on you because of what happened this summer. The summer was the summer we can't go back and change anything. I can't change hooking up, you can't change whatever happened between you and ryan. Don't regret it. Even after everything that happened I don't regret anything at all because it was really just a whole experience and something to learn from. I am happy. AND I WANT YOU TO BE HAPPY! The only thing that has been weird is I felt like you started calling Ryan BFF and the whole Stephen and LC thing when me and him got back together, I guess you can say, and that's why it annoyed me. I don't want you to feel like you can't talk about the time you guys hung out during the summer...I don't want that at all. Seriously I want you and Ryan to be as good of friends as you were before and I think you both are just weirded out by the whole situation and just don't know how to act. And I know it must be weird for you when you see me and ryan together and I'm