k so ummmm friday..... i uhh went to the mall with natasha and julie....saw people...missed the Heartfelt show (i'm sry Colton i love you!!!) cos Natasha couldn't go....and i'm her other half so...(well, ok, 3/4) so yea then i slept over natashas...Andy came over...you can all guess what happened...then uhh he left.... :D ....then we slept.... ( Read more... )

yeaaa....just got5 back from fucking waiting for a cow to shit.....then uhh Jose picked me up....and we got Natasha.....went to the beach....and uh...i sat with Jose and stuff and we held hands it was cute....ummi think i like him....anyway...then we got droppped off....and me and Natasha walked up to Taco Bell.....tried to walk through the drive- ( Read more... )

k yesterday....in fourth block Andy was being like overly nice and giving me like a million compliments one after the other and making it seem like a joke so i was a bitch and said.."omg what do you want?! why are you being nice to me it's weird..."....and stuff....that kinda pissed him off but hey he's never been like that so i figured he was ( Read more... )

3rd entry of the day.....damn...half an hour more and i would have been ok....i need to stop....mmmm my blankets smell like laundry detergant....

yea well...i was being a gay little emo kid before....as always....i guess i kinda get a little mad or sad i guess when i don't talk to him..then when i do everything's okay and i can smile.....he really is a great person and he cares for me alot....and i really appreciate that because it's nice to have someone looking out for you and someone that ( Read more... )

yea man...i havnt been on this shit in forever...anyways.....uhhh lets see.....today was kinda shitty.....i woke up with a migrane....went to school looking like shit....and going through the day looking like shit...and Andy was of course being a jerk...or not..i dono i'm paranoid who cares....he's just slowly dismantling my sanity...that or i'm ( Read more... )

UHTUHTUH.

woooo now my journal is private now!!!