There's got to be something better than in the middle.
Holy crap. I’m tired. And cold. And really too lazy to type anything. So I took a survey. u.u
What is your name?: Lauren
Are you named after anyone?: no.
What's your screename?: eminisceray
Would you name a child of yours after you?: no.. I wouldn’t want to shame a kid that way.
If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?: Brenden
If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?: im not srue..
Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly?: My last name.. I don’t blame them though.. it is weird.
Would you drop your last name if you became famous?: I'd change it
Your gender:: ..no thanks
Straight/Gay/Bi:: straigh
Single?: yes. =/
If not, do you want to be?:
Birthdate:: 6/19/90
Your age: Fifteen
Age you act:: Depends..
Age you wish you were:: Seventeen.
Your height:: 5'8”
Eye color:: bluegrey.
Happy with it?: no. I wish I had dark brown eyes…
Hair color:: At the moment, light brown with pink highlights.
Happy with it?: yes.
Lefty/righty/ambidextrous:: righty .
Your living arrangement:: In a house with my parents and sibs.. and other random people that tend to be at my house all the time.
Your family:: Mom, Dad, Karen, Aaron, me.
Have any pets?: 2 dogs, 2 cats, 8 birds.
Whats your job?: Student
Piercings?: 2 (ears)
Tattoos?: no
Obsessions?: Andrew McMahon.. <3
Addictions?: computer… ._.
Do you speak another language?: I know enough Spanish get around, but I’m not fluent.
Have a favorite quote?: There are a lot..
Do you have a webpage?: Sorta.
Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it
Do you live in the moment?: No.. I tend to switch from living in the past to living in the future..
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: Yeah.
Do you have any secrets?: yes.
Do you hate yourself?: Sometimes
Do you like your handwriting?: >_< no
Do you have any bad habits?: pssh. Yeah. Eating, sleeping, studying, procrastinating, computer, thinking too hard, passiveness…
What is the compliment you get from most people?: Eyes and hair.
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: ...No one would make a movie about my life.
What's your biggest fear?: being hated
can you sing?: No.
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: no.
Are you a loner? Yeah.
What are your 1 priorities in life?: uh.. get into college.
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: Probably not.
Are you a daredevil?: Not really..
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: fear- honestly, my body.. which is weird. hate- I don’t have one assertive bone in my body...
Are you passive or agressive?: -_-; passive
Do you have a journal?: …
What is your greatest strength and weakness?: strength- I’m really.. really observant. I’m not sure if that is good or bad... weakness- I’m too shy.. and really hypocritical.
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?: I would get rid of this stupid anxiety.
Do you think you are emotionally strong?: I guess.
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: Pretty much everything >_> It all comes back to bite me.
Do you think life has been good so far?: Yeah. Compared to most people.
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: Always love… Hate will get you every time
What do you like the most about your body?: um..
And least?: my face.. or nose.
Do you think you are good looking?: Not really.
Are you confident?: No >_<
What is the fictional character you are most like?: I’m not sure.
Are you perceived wrongly?: Yeah.
Do You...
Smoke?: no
Do drugs?: no
Read the newspaper?: sometimes
Pray?: sometimes
Go to church?: yes.
Talk to strangers who IM you?: not usually
Sleep with stuffed animals?: no.
Take walks in the rain?: When it does rain.. yes.
Talk to people even though you hate them?: yes.
Drive?: Damn it.. I should have gotten my permit last month.. I’ve finished Drivers Ed.. I just need to become un-lazy and go to the DMV…
Like to drive fast?: -shrug-
Would or Have You Ever?
Liked your voice?: no.
Hurt yourself?: yes
Been out of the country?: yes.
Eaten something that made other people sick?: er.. I don’t think so.
Been in love?: No =/
Done drugs?: no
Gone skinny dipping?: No.
Had a medical emergency?: Not exactly.
Had surgery?: yes
Ran away from home?: I tried when I was little.. But Karen threatened me back into submission.. o_O
Played strip poker?: no
Gotten beaten up?: Yes.
Beaten someone up?: um.. kicked people in the shin.. and I punched Elise once in Karate..
Been picked on?: yes
Been on stage?: yes
Slept outdoors?: yes
Thought about suicide?: yes
Pulled an all nighter?: yeah
If yes, what is your record?: 2 days?
Gone one day without food?: yes
Talked on the phone all night?: God.. I hate talking on the phone.
Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?: No..
Slept all day?: …only when I am sick, or forgot to take my drugs…
Killed someone?: no…
Made out with a stranger?: no
Had sex with a stranger?: no
Thought you're going crazy?: yes
Kissed the same sex?: no
Done anything sexual with the same sex?: no
Been betrayed?: yes.. too many times.
Had a dream that came true?: no.
Broken the law?: who hasn’t?
Met a famous person?: yes
Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: =/ I don’t know if I killed him or if he just died.. but one of my birds.. wasn’t sick or anything.. and he died.
On purpose?: no
Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?: no, people don’t really tell me secrets =/
Stolen anything?: I borrow things from people.. without permission.. like, im wearing my brother’s shirt right now ._. but that’s only for people in my family.
Been on radio/tv?: no.
Been in a mosh-pit?: Almost..
Had a nervous breakdown?: not since I was in fourth grade.
Bungee jumped?: no.
Had a dream that kept coming back?: yes
Beliefs
Belive in life on other planets?: yes.
Miracles?: yes
Astrology?: In a way.
Magic?: no
God?: In a way
Satan?: In a way
Santa?: …I was such a skeptical child.. I haven’t believed since I was like four..
Ghosts?: In a way.
Luck?: Yes.
Love at first sight?: I believe two people meant for each other will realize it upon meeting each other.
Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?: yes
Witches?: In a way.
Easter bunny?: God no. Santa lasted longer than the bunny.
Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?: Depends.
Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?: no.
Do you wish on stars?: yes.. I don’t really believe it means anything though.
Deep Theological Questions
Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?: no
Do you think God has a gender?: no
Do you believe in organized religion?: not really
Where do you think we go when we die?: I like to think we just are gone.. but I’ve had theories about reincarnation since I was little.
Friends
Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: yes
Who is your best friend?: um.. I’m not sure.
Who's the one person that knows most about you?: Tori.
What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?: Ignore them.
Your favourite inside joke?: IT’S A TRAP!!!!
Thing you're picked on most about?: supposedly im ‘emo’.
Who's your longest known friend?: Meimi.
Newest?: Conan
Shyest?: >_< me
Funniest?: Meimi, Amanda or momo..
Sweetest?: Meimi
Closest?: ..not sure
Weirdest?: Momo
Smartest?: They are all smart in their own way.
Ditziest?: er..
Friends you miss being close to the most?: I don’t miss being close with anyone that isn’t still close to me.
Last person you talked to online?: Tori
Who do you talk to most online?: Amelia or Tori.
Who are you on the phone with most?: pssh.
Who do you trust most?: I’m not sure.
Who listens to your problems?: I bet they all would..
Who do you fight most with?: We don’t really fight..
Who's the nicest?: er.. all of them?
Who's the most outgoing?: Amanda
Who's the best singer?: Meimi or Amanda.
Who's on your shit-list?: I don’t really have one.
Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?: uh.. no
Who's your second family?: V-56
Do you always feel understood?: no pshh
Who's the loudest friend?: Amanda.
Do you trust others easily?: no
Who's house were you last at?: meimi's.. around christmas
Name one person who's arms you feel safe in:: er..
Do your friends know you?: Yeah.. I hope.
Friend that lives farthest away: Tori and Amelia.. Florida.
Love and All That
Do you consider love a mistake?: no
What do you find romantic?: im not sure.
Turn-on?: eyes
Turn-off?: arrogance
First kiss?: no..
If someone you had no interest in had interest in dating you how would you feel?: sorry
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going: knowing before hand
Have you ever wished it was more socially acceptable 4 a girl 2 ask a guy out: sure.
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive: um..
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: not really.
What is best about the opposite sex?: personality
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: cockiness
What's the last present someone gave you?: um.. Christmas was a few weeks ago.
Are you in love?: no.
Do you consider your significant other hot?: >_>
Who Was the Last Person...
That haunted you?: ghost?
You wanted to kill?: Karen.
That you laughed at?: myself.
That laughed at you?: I’m not sure.. Meimi, Muffin, and James were laughing a lot at lunch..
That turned you on?: uh?
You went shopping with?: Urd.
That broke your heart?: …
To disappoint you?: uh.
To ask you out?:
To make you cry?: I don’t remember.
To brighten up your day?: Amelia.
That you thought about?: Karen.
You saw a movie with?: Amanda, Meimi, and James.
You talked to on the phone?: dad
You talked to through IM/ICQ?: Tori.
You saw?: Karen.
You lost?:…
Right This Moment...
Are you going out?: no
Will it be with your significant other?: no
Or some random person?: no
What are you wearing right now?: Clothes.
Body part you're touching right now:: my elbow is touching my leg…
What are you worried about right now?: Calculus.
What book are you reading?: DaVinci Code
What's on your mousepad?: don’t have one.
Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling:: cold, exhausted, hyper.
Are you bored?: no.
Are you tired?: yes.
Are you talking to anyone online?: Tori.
Are you talking to anyone on the phone?: no
Are you lonely or content?: I am alone and content.
Are you listening to music?: yes.
o.O Girl Confessions o.O
[x] I do wear makeup (somtimes)
[ ] When I walk by mirrors
[x] I wear a bra to bed
[x] I wear nail polish (somtimes)
[ ]Its pink
[ ] I have watched porn
[x] I have cried at a movie theatre
[ ] Ive purposly talked to a guy my boyfriend didnt like, to make him jealous
[x to the infinity] I love chocolate
[/] Getting flowers still makes me melt it would
[x] I have a car
[ ]Ive wrecked a car
[/] I can put mascara on without opening my mouth
[ ] Im in love
[] Id do anything for him
[/] I love cuddling
[ ] I honestly think im fat
[ ] I think Johnny Depp is sexy
[ ] But not as much as Brad Pitt
[x] If I have to dress like a slut to get your attention, then forget it buddy
[ ] I dress like a slut anyway...
[/] I love to laugh
[ ] Ive flashed someone/some people
[ ] Ive skinny dipped
[?] its usually my periods fault (sometimes I'm bitchy)
[x] i love Rock
[ ] I love rap
[ ] I have a boyfriend
[ ] My face is up HERE
[ ] I carry a purse everywhere
[ ] I carry my cell phone at ALL times
[ ] I do own a spice girls CD
[ ] I also own a Brittney Spears CD
[ ] I play hard to get
[] Boys are fun to tease
[ ] Football is boring
[] I love jocks
[/]I love rockers
[ ] Hot guys are better then sweet guys
[x] Sweet guys are better than hot guys
[ ] Ive been called a tease
[x] Lip gloss that smells is WAY better than lipstick
[ ] Im a bitch
What is your name?: Lauren
Are you named after anyone?: no.
What's your screename?: eminisceray
Would you name a child of yours after you?: no.. I wouldn’t want to shame a kid that way.
If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?: Brenden
If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?: im not srue..
Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly?: My last name.. I don’t blame them though.. it is weird.
Would you drop your last name if you became famous?: I'd change it
Your gender:: ..no thanks
Straight/Gay/Bi:: straigh
Single?: yes. =/
If not, do you want to be?:
Birthdate:: 6/19/90
Your age: Fifteen
Age you act:: Depends..
Age you wish you were:: Seventeen.
Your height:: 5'8”
Eye color:: bluegrey.
Happy with it?: no. I wish I had dark brown eyes…
Hair color:: At the moment, light brown with pink highlights.
Happy with it?: yes.
Lefty/righty/ambidextrous:: righty .
Your living arrangement:: In a house with my parents and sibs.. and other random people that tend to be at my house all the time.
Your family:: Mom, Dad, Karen, Aaron, me.
Have any pets?: 2 dogs, 2 cats, 8 birds.
Whats your job?: Student
Piercings?: 2 (ears)
Tattoos?: no
Obsessions?: Andrew McMahon.. <3
Addictions?: computer… ._.
Do you speak another language?: I know enough Spanish get around, but I’m not fluent.
Have a favorite quote?: There are a lot..
Do you have a webpage?: Sorta.
Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it
Do you live in the moment?: No.. I tend to switch from living in the past to living in the future..
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: Yeah.
Do you have any secrets?: yes.
Do you hate yourself?: Sometimes
Do you like your handwriting?: >_< no
Do you have any bad habits?: pssh. Yeah. Eating, sleeping, studying, procrastinating, computer, thinking too hard, passiveness…
What is the compliment you get from most people?: Eyes and hair.
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: ...No one would make a movie about my life.
What's your biggest fear?: being hated
can you sing?: No.
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: no.
Are you a loner? Yeah.
What are your 1 priorities in life?: uh.. get into college.
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: Probably not.
Are you a daredevil?: Not really..
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: fear- honestly, my body.. which is weird. hate- I don’t have one assertive bone in my body...
Are you passive or agressive?: -_-; passive
Do you have a journal?: …
What is your greatest strength and weakness?: strength- I’m really.. really observant. I’m not sure if that is good or bad... weakness- I’m too shy.. and really hypocritical.
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?: I would get rid of this stupid anxiety.
Do you think you are emotionally strong?: I guess.
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: Pretty much everything >_> It all comes back to bite me.
Do you think life has been good so far?: Yeah. Compared to most people.
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: Always love… Hate will get you every time
What do you like the most about your body?: um..
And least?: my face.. or nose.
Do you think you are good looking?: Not really.
Are you confident?: No >_<
What is the fictional character you are most like?: I’m not sure.
Are you perceived wrongly?: Yeah.
Do You...
Smoke?: no
Do drugs?: no
Read the newspaper?: sometimes
Pray?: sometimes
Go to church?: yes.
Talk to strangers who IM you?: not usually
Sleep with stuffed animals?: no.
Take walks in the rain?: When it does rain.. yes.
Talk to people even though you hate them?: yes.
Drive?: Damn it.. I should have gotten my permit last month.. I’ve finished Drivers Ed.. I just need to become un-lazy and go to the DMV…
Like to drive fast?: -shrug-
Would or Have You Ever?
Liked your voice?: no.
Hurt yourself?: yes
Been out of the country?: yes.
Eaten something that made other people sick?: er.. I don’t think so.
Been in love?: No =/
Done drugs?: no
Gone skinny dipping?: No.
Had a medical emergency?: Not exactly.
Had surgery?: yes
Ran away from home?: I tried when I was little.. But Karen threatened me back into submission.. o_O
Played strip poker?: no
Gotten beaten up?: Yes.
Beaten someone up?: um.. kicked people in the shin.. and I punched Elise once in Karate..
Been picked on?: yes
Been on stage?: yes
Slept outdoors?: yes
Thought about suicide?: yes
Pulled an all nighter?: yeah
If yes, what is your record?: 2 days?
Gone one day without food?: yes
Talked on the phone all night?: God.. I hate talking on the phone.
Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?: No..
Slept all day?: …only when I am sick, or forgot to take my drugs…
Killed someone?: no…
Made out with a stranger?: no
Had sex with a stranger?: no
Thought you're going crazy?: yes
Kissed the same sex?: no
Done anything sexual with the same sex?: no
Been betrayed?: yes.. too many times.
Had a dream that came true?: no.
Broken the law?: who hasn’t?
Met a famous person?: yes
Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: =/ I don’t know if I killed him or if he just died.. but one of my birds.. wasn’t sick or anything.. and he died.
On purpose?: no
Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?: no, people don’t really tell me secrets =/
Stolen anything?: I borrow things from people.. without permission.. like, im wearing my brother’s shirt right now ._. but that’s only for people in my family.
Been on radio/tv?: no.
Been in a mosh-pit?: Almost..
Had a nervous breakdown?: not since I was in fourth grade.
Bungee jumped?: no.
Had a dream that kept coming back?: yes
Beliefs
Belive in life on other planets?: yes.
Miracles?: yes
Astrology?: In a way.
Magic?: no
God?: In a way
Satan?: In a way
Santa?: …I was such a skeptical child.. I haven’t believed since I was like four..
Ghosts?: In a way.
Luck?: Yes.
Love at first sight?: I believe two people meant for each other will realize it upon meeting each other.
Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?: yes
Witches?: In a way.
Easter bunny?: God no. Santa lasted longer than the bunny.
Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?: Depends.
Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?: no.
Do you wish on stars?: yes.. I don’t really believe it means anything though.
Deep Theological Questions
Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?: no
Do you think God has a gender?: no
Do you believe in organized religion?: not really
Where do you think we go when we die?: I like to think we just are gone.. but I’ve had theories about reincarnation since I was little.
Friends
Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: yes
Who is your best friend?: um.. I’m not sure.
Who's the one person that knows most about you?: Tori.
What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?: Ignore them.
Your favourite inside joke?: IT’S A TRAP!!!!
Thing you're picked on most about?: supposedly im ‘emo’.
Who's your longest known friend?: Meimi.
Newest?: Conan
Shyest?: >_< me
Funniest?: Meimi, Amanda or momo..
Sweetest?: Meimi
Closest?: ..not sure
Weirdest?: Momo
Smartest?: They are all smart in their own way.
Ditziest?: er..
Friends you miss being close to the most?: I don’t miss being close with anyone that isn’t still close to me.
Last person you talked to online?: Tori
Who do you talk to most online?: Amelia or Tori.
Who are you on the phone with most?: pssh.
Who do you trust most?: I’m not sure.
Who listens to your problems?: I bet they all would..
Who do you fight most with?: We don’t really fight..
Who's the nicest?: er.. all of them?
Who's the most outgoing?: Amanda
Who's the best singer?: Meimi or Amanda.
Who's on your shit-list?: I don’t really have one.
Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?: uh.. no
Who's your second family?: V-56
Do you always feel understood?: no pshh
Who's the loudest friend?: Amanda.
Do you trust others easily?: no
Who's house were you last at?: meimi's.. around christmas
Name one person who's arms you feel safe in:: er..
Do your friends know you?: Yeah.. I hope.
Friend that lives farthest away: Tori and Amelia.. Florida.
Love and All That
Do you consider love a mistake?: no
What do you find romantic?: im not sure.
Turn-on?: eyes
Turn-off?: arrogance
First kiss?: no..
If someone you had no interest in had interest in dating you how would you feel?: sorry
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going: knowing before hand
Have you ever wished it was more socially acceptable 4 a girl 2 ask a guy out: sure.
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive: um..
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: not really.
What is best about the opposite sex?: personality
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: cockiness
What's the last present someone gave you?: um.. Christmas was a few weeks ago.
Are you in love?: no.
Do you consider your significant other hot?: >_>
Who Was the Last Person...
That haunted you?: ghost?
You wanted to kill?: Karen.
That you laughed at?: myself.
That laughed at you?: I’m not sure.. Meimi, Muffin, and James were laughing a lot at lunch..
That turned you on?: uh?
You went shopping with?: Urd.
That broke your heart?: …
To disappoint you?: uh.
To ask you out?:
To make you cry?: I don’t remember.
To brighten up your day?: Amelia.
That you thought about?: Karen.
You saw a movie with?: Amanda, Meimi, and James.
You talked to on the phone?: dad
You talked to through IM/ICQ?: Tori.
You saw?: Karen.
You lost?:…
Right This Moment...
Are you going out?: no
Will it be with your significant other?: no
Or some random person?: no
What are you wearing right now?: Clothes.
Body part you're touching right now:: my elbow is touching my leg…
What are you worried about right now?: Calculus.
What book are you reading?: DaVinci Code
What's on your mousepad?: don’t have one.
Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling:: cold, exhausted, hyper.
Are you bored?: no.
Are you tired?: yes.
Are you talking to anyone online?: Tori.
Are you talking to anyone on the phone?: no
Are you lonely or content?: I am alone and content.
Are you listening to music?: yes.
o.O Girl Confessions o.O
[x] I do wear makeup (somtimes)
[ ] When I walk by mirrors
[x] I wear a bra to bed
[x] I wear nail polish (somtimes)
[ ]Its pink
[ ] I have watched porn
[x] I have cried at a movie theatre
[ ] Ive purposly talked to a guy my boyfriend didnt like, to make him jealous
[x to the infinity] I love chocolate
[/] Getting flowers still makes me melt it would
[x] I have a car
[ ]Ive wrecked a car
[/] I can put mascara on without opening my mouth
[ ] Im in love
[] Id do anything for him
[/] I love cuddling
[ ] I honestly think im fat
[ ] I think Johnny Depp is sexy
[ ] But not as much as Brad Pitt
[x] If I have to dress like a slut to get your attention, then forget it buddy
[ ] I dress like a slut anyway...
[/] I love to laugh
[ ] Ive flashed someone/some people
[ ] Ive skinny dipped
[?] its usually my periods fault (sometimes I'm bitchy)
[x] i love Rock
[ ] I love rap
[ ] I have a boyfriend
[ ] My face is up HERE
[ ] I carry a purse everywhere
[ ] I carry my cell phone at ALL times
[ ] I do own a spice girls CD
[ ] I also own a Brittney Spears CD
[ ] I play hard to get
[] Boys are fun to tease
[ ] Football is boring
[] I love jocks
[/]I love rockers
[ ] Hot guys are better then sweet guys
[x] Sweet guys are better than hot guys
[ ] Ive been called a tease
[x] Lip gloss that smells is WAY better than lipstick
[ ] Im a bitch