At least someone who is a little bit more considerate.  Not too much more, because then that would be weird.  Just a little bit more.  Put in a teeny tiny ounce of effort in holding up to agreements.  Because, at this point, I don't believe or trust one fucking word out of his mouth ( Read more... )

 I am ready for fall ( Read more... )

and wonder why you went ( Read more... )

 I went to the pool for a few hours.  It really felt good to get some vitamin D, it had been a long time ( Read more... )

I feel that, even though it benefits my life at the moment, I am being pretty cool about Garth having Buddy all.of.the.time.  I even feel pretty good about Garth letting me see Buddy whenever I want to or can, I think it's really cool of him to accommodate me ( Read more... )

I went to visit Maddog a few weeks ago.  It was the saddest day I've had in a year.  After I left I continued to cry the entire night and into the morning when I woke up and showed Ray the photos that I took.

He's just old.  He's 13.  All of his problems are merely because he's old.  It could be worse.  He could be in pain, lots of pain.  But he's ( Read more... )

 I just spent the best weekend with Buddy, ever.  Keeping him out of the water was next to impossible and I really enjoyed his company.

Sleeping next to him two nights in a row was perfect.  He makes my heart so happy.

I just love him so much. 

 it's really weird reading my old blogs.  Even in the short amount of time one year is, as I look back it is undeniable how much growth has taken place.

I was in a lot of pain back then.  It is really sad, actually.

Apparently time does heal all wounds.

Today is my ONE year anniversary for the D word.  What better way to wake up to it than an e mail from the ex husbands new girlfriend?

Such is life, I suppose.

Today is a very happy day for me, regardless of the message.  It was a year ago, today, that I was reborn.  And that feels great. 

I am the head of Public Relations for SBRG.  I was bombarded with e mails from the community wanting us to partake in a million things after we were on the front page of the South Bend Tribune ( Read more... )