act i was on monday i just didnt have a chance to write.. so yea im back n gettin settled...the jet lags not 2 bad..i only fell asleep on the fone twice. overall id say my trip was pretty good..i may not have had the best time of my life but i think if id have stayed here i would have been more unhappy. i kept saying i needed 2 get away yet i still ( Read more... )

hey! no unfortunatly im not back im writing this at my cousins house..i hope ppl read this! 4 those whove sent mail i read it i just cant reply it always gives me an error. newayz im havin a good trip i geuss its so frikin hot..but bearbale..im homesick tho.. i miss my cat!!!!! and u guyz 2) leave me a comment ill try to reply since my e-mail wont ( Read more... )

im all mixed up rite now..lots of things goin thru my head...im offically crazy..seriously i need help..i geuss i juss need time to figure things out..like wth is goin on..wat i want..who am i gay stuff like that. i kno this is corny but im very confused..NEWAYZ...yesterday i saw the notebeook..very cute movie but its fuccin 2 n half hour long!! i ( Read more... )

hey this starts from 49 cuz the first ones r really old ive sent it to every1 already ( Read more... )

for some reason this website wouldnt load 4 me so i just rote in my aol one..this was yesterdays entry im good now ( Read more... )

hey ppl i havent rote in a while..nothin big has really happened..except sat nite. i went to the mall durin the day with isha i saw mad ppl..kirsten travis carla claudia, n then sumaira her sis n ambreen came n we ate at ruby teusdays. it was stil early when we finished so we went to this bowling alley..but they didnt have socks!! so we left..then ( Read more... )

i needa get outa here..like i really do..4 the first time im act glad im leavin..if i stayed here i think id go crazy. i dont care if i have a bad time over there nethings better than staying here n dealin with all the stupid bs. i wana hop on a plane rite now n say f u everyone ( Read more... )

ok im really confused..2days the 17th? yesterday i went to the movies so that was the 16th but then i didnt rite in my journal yesterday so how does it say the 16th?! w.e. newayz so yea i went to the movies with erica yesterday..ahh brb my dads callin me ok back. so yea it was fun but i dunno wierd..we went to c stepford wives but 15 minz into the ( Read more... )

im still waitin for this summer 2 start..its kinda gay rite now.i geuss itll get better wen i leave..i hope these past few days have been ok i geuss i didnt do nehtin special..rented a couple of movies..dumb stuff like that. i was posed to go to the movies yesterday but i didnt feel 2 good. sunday i went to a party..i thought it would b boring ( Read more... )

hehe now i can proudly say its been 1 day since ive seen rif raf..not 5 months =D im so happy but it dosent feel like i went newhere last nite like it feels like a dream..last nite we went to the movies it was a lota fun n i wasnt even actin wierd! act i was freaking out the hole ride there..my moms like breathe n then wen i was waitin 4 her..since ( Read more... )