once again the god that does not exist has decided to shit on my life one more time. fuck you non existant god. i dont know what went wrong. everything was going so good. we had such a good time in PA. Scott's kinda doing what devin did towards the end of out relationship. but this has all happened so suddenly ( Read more... )

i really wish i could feel special right now. i hate being single. i've known that ever since middle school. i love having someone like, maybe eveb love me. i know now that i live for love. i am a romantic. i love, love. i love being with someone. i just love being special to another person. this is my weekness. i just want someone to love me. i ( Read more... )

when you read this song, you will know exactly how i feel right now and have been feeling ( Read more... )

i dont really know how i feel right now. i feel like im getting better but then again im not ( Read more... )

It's official Devin has broken up with me and I want to die.

Things aren't going to good. Apparently I'm in love with a person who says they love me but aren't in love with me. So yeah I feel like shit. Luckily my friends Ben and Heather have an extra room and are letting me stay with them. When I was talking to Devin last night he said he missed me. How could he say that to me?! Yeah one minute he's like I ( Read more... )

Sometimes I feel like such a horrible person.

i fucking hate how devin never tells me anything. he says that he does and that i forget, which i really dont fucking think happens. whatever ( Read more... )

This weekend we are moving into our new house yea!!!!!! I actually still haven't even seen the house but whatever. It is a 4 bedroom 2 bathroom house wiht a fire place, screened in porch and fenced in backyard for Dr. Mambo.

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