Okay .. so I've decided to be happy! Thanks to my 2 best friends in the fucking world Vito and Joe! but my bestest friend EVERR was AMANDA!! haha thanks babe!
Well after our break up Vito called me and was like aw are you okay? ill kick his ass for you and he was like so sweet and i felt so much better.
<3 thanks dude. i heart you
I was talking to joe online and he was like well if hes guna be like that you shouldnt be with him anyway cuz its gay . you guys really love each other and youll get back together . etc etc. they both made me feel so very loved!
<3 thanks babe i heart you too
amanda the greatest person ever is letting me go to her prom with her! so that i can be loved even if its not by kevin! and shes got my back and is willing to kick his ass . amanda you can soo take him!
<3 your the bestest . *hearts*
and i made myself feel better by saying no when he asked me back out for the 20 billionth time. it was his fault we broke up . not mine . ill probably end up saying yes . eventually .. the fate of our relationship lays in my hands . haha i like this power . and im guna enjoy my freedom while it lasts
<3 i love you self!
so kevin keeps calling me. hes literally begging for my forgiveness. he even showed up at my house TWICE last night. its not my fault we broke up. why should i be held responsible? why should i feel bad? i shouldn't . so honestly i dont. i didnt do anything to him so yea im not guna be blamed for this..
brittany broke megans nose! yikes! that sucks on so many levels! she had to have like 10 stitches jackie said =( so tomorrow im guna get her like a teddy bear and flowers or something nice =) . see i am capable of being nice . oo yea . lol. well today i went to freehold mall with my mom and then to applebees and to see white noise with jackie my mom and my padre. i thought it was effing scary as hell man! i was fucking shaking lol jackie thought it was okay and my parents thought it was stupid. well IT WASNT! lol. that EVP shit is crazy. anyway i want to see hide and seek. i heart robert deniro .. not that hes sexy or anything hes just a really good actor. and dakota fanning is in it! <33 *hearts* for dakota. well im guna go call kevin because he told me to call him at 10:30 and we dont need him killing himself or anything .. lol
♥ wish upon a star . but do you know what stars are ?