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[_bleedmyhips_]

I realized something today.

everyones right.

im a terrible person

sometimes i think even dustin thinks so.

i guess im just a waste of flesh...space..air..emotions.

Ashlyn wrote me  a letter...saying something about how im a horrible person..and all this bullshit that who knows who fed to her.

i wish she knew that

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[isaygoxmoshx]

Sam Ashlyn isnt doing the same thing she did to Alicia to you. When she stopped talking to Alicia it was because she felt betrayed. She stopped talking to you and liking you because of the way you treated her. You showed her you didnt want her as a friend in a few different ways. She decided she didnt need a friend like you because she didnt want to be used. Nothing like the reason she stopped talking to Alicia for. If you didnt care you wouldnt be complaining about anything. The way things have been lately.. i really don't know about moving in with you. there would be too much tension.

[_bleedmyhips_]

i didnt treat her anyway, i always tried to call her, and you. Either no one answered or she wasnt home...hows that my fault? How was i using her anyway? And i do care, and im not complainging. Im venting. I figured no one actually read this stupid thing anyway.

I didnt figure you would want to move in with me because you said you wanted to go to college with Thom.

[_bleedmyhips_]

wouldnt*

[isaygoxmoshx]

i'm sorry if an education is more important.
thom & i aren't even together anymore just to inform you. but yes.. we still will be attending college together.

i love you

[___about_a_girl]

i still love you, i dont have you're number to call you but that isnt much of an reason because i could go on myspace and get it... i just didnt know that you didnt do things anymore or i would have called you and had us hang out because i think you're a nice person and fun too!! maybe our puppies could play?

<3 Brandy

Re: i love you

[_bleedmyhips_]

Yeah i miss you brandy face