please go Here now. it's the most beautiful dedication to Chris I've ever seen :) Thanks to Candy fuskeez for making such a wonderful page!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHRIS!!!

Tony tonight. i'd say yay, but judging by the amount of pain i'm in this morning, it might not be pretty tonight. I don't want to bail cuz it's his last LA show, but if I am going to be nearly as "uncomfortable" as I am now, I just can't do it. bummer. But then again...that's what drugs are for. So we'll see. I do want to go, though.

I want an atmosphere where people either just plain ol' get along, or at least make an attempt ( Read more... )

Good things today ( Read more... )

My dr's office has officially blown me off. They emailed me back and said "i'm sorry you're not feeling good, but there's nothing that can be done". How's that for good news.

So i'm off to find new dr's today. looks like I'll have to keep this job at least for a little while longer. I desperately need the insurance.

So...why can't life be just swell? Actually today's not too bad. Yesterday I called my mom and found out that she fell down, hit her head on the corner of a table, has a concussion and broke her nose. She's lucky she didn't do much worse than that. She thinks she might have a broken rib. She keeps falling down. She's really weak from this ( Read more... )

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Today I'm going to be a good little receptionist and do the filing and do every little jackass no good petty piece of shit job they tell me to. and i'll do it with a big ass grin on my face so people will wonder what kind of new pain medication I'm on. I've completely resigned myself that no, i'll never move ahead in this company, i'll never get ( Read more... )

I'm getting so far beyond irritated!! It's really quite sad. I want to organize my nsync pic folders before I burn them but people keep expecting me to "work"! What the hell is up with that ( Read more... )