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I'm supposed to be doing homework but got way distracted trying to figure out my photobucket account and then got on livejournal instead ( Read more... ) -
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I don't give a fuck that I don't have alot of friends. Most people are so fake. I can cherish the friendships I have cause they are REAL. Real friends know how to handle you. And they don't leave you for something more "fun". They are there for you and listen to you and WANT to help you. I don't understand when life got so different. I don't want ( Read more... ) -
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I'm so over feeling like shit.it's my own fault because I just go along with it like nothing fucking matters but t all does. it all fucking sucks and it always hurts me and I font know how to deal with it besides trying to suppress it. but it's so weird, how half of it's consistent and the otter halts completely inconsistent. like the way I get ( Read more... ) -
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How fucking bored am I? I was getting on my MyWings account and my user name popped up for some reason and I decided to check it out on livejournal. Apparently I havent posted anything since December 10th 2010..... It's almost November 2011.
So I'm excited. Fuck it. I dont have a facebook and I don't like myspace anymore so fuck social networking ( Read more... ) -
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Haven't been on this in a while. Welllll I clearly suck at making myself happier because I still feel like somethings always missing in my life. I wonder when I'll find what I'm looking for. Well my first semester of college is over on tuesday. So far I have an A in Economics, A- in chemistry, hopefully an A- in speech and an A in Anthropology. Go ( Read more... ) -
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this thing is basically dead..
my lifes taken a turn this past week.. nick doesnt kno if he wants to be with me now cause of things that happened two and a half years ago, i guess he doesnt want to deal with it anymore and i cant blame him. i feel like a piece of shit. i hate myself. i feel like my life is nothing without him. it makes me want to ( Read more... ) -
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Nick really doesn't like me anymore. he wont even say I love you to me and he won't even say good morning when i say it he just says "hey."
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I never write in this because there's no point. Nothing I say changes what happens. Words are meaningless if you can't apply them. Lately things are good but like always theres something in the back of my head. Its not like it matters. School still sucks, mainly because the people there are self centered and fake as fuck. But when I think about it ( Read more... ) -
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wow I havent' been on this in forever! Everything is going good ( Read more... ) -
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I am an idiot. That's all there is to explain the past year. Look at me. I guess it doesnt matter no one looks at this shit. Look what I've put up with and how does it change, It got better but now everything I never said a word about haunts me every single day. I guess nothing matters anyways its just time and this is just pointless phrases and ( Read more... )