I was stuck inside a broken lie
Saturday was Jermaine and Ami's birthday. I called and wished Ami a Happy Birthday, but she wasnt answerin her phone, but how ever she did call me back so it was cool. I did attempt to call Jermaine. I called him private though so he wouldnt know that it was me. He picked up the phone and I couldnt say a word! I tried, I opened my mouth and tried sayin somethin, it was jus silence... I hung up and I could literally feel my heart shatterin even more than it already was. And it was jus so hard, I just sat there after for about 10 minutes trying to calm down. Im surprised I didnt cry... I had tears though but didnt cry! I held my self back. But yea, so it was quite a night yesterday. I watched Hide and Seek with my dad! I've been tryin to get him to go and rent it for about a week almost, and he finally said "Hey lets go and get Hide And Seek" i'm lik "Alright!" So yea, it was a wicked good but twisted movie! My day was alright, kinda boring though :-/ I really miss that asshole!