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i feel like you just don't care
like you've never given a damn about me.
like this life couldn't get any worse.
then i look at you.
you're with her.
then i realize that it has gotten worse.
i see you look my way.
and you walk right on by.
i can tell, i've been erased from your thoughts.
a mere memory, if you could call it that.
i shudder at the thought
that we'll only be friends.
you were once my lover.
you were once my best friend.
but for now,
i'll just take it
that we'll never be anything more.
if we try hard enough,
maybe we can
bring things back to the way they were.
beautiful, yet scary.
sad but fun.
if we try hard enough,
could we fall back in love?
and make things even better then they were.
do you think of me at random moments?
'cause i'm always thinking of you.
do you miss me sometimes?
do you know miss you?
do you remeber ot times spent
holding onto eachother?
do you remember all the plans we made?
all them a mere memory
to you, but to me, never.
they seemed like yesterday.
maybe because i've found myself...
and realized that i'm in love with you.
'ive lost myslef my love.
and in to too.
after eight months,
i've come to find myself.
the same seld hat you knew too well.
the insane self, that's now sane.
realizing that i'm still in love with you.
i never meant to hurt you.
i'm sorry that i did.
you know that i really love you.
and i've never stopped.
you've been my lover. my friend.
but i'm just a mere memory to you.
do you even remember the girl you once loved?
i thought not.
god, i'd do anything
just to have you back.
just to hear that everything is going to be okay.
and to hear those three words.
i love you
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