Youth is pristine. It's the greatest and most wholesome time we are allotted as beings on this insignificant planet. We need to take it and seize it and fuck it hard to get our worth of it because in time, if we are lucky, we will be frail and decrepit on cozy beds in some drab room watching life draining around us even though it is us that are ( Read more... )

I was having a cigarette on the patio when over in the next yard, behind our property, I saw an orange figure disappear into the house. Orange most likely from the glow of the streetlight just beyond the house but I didn't flinch or think twice of it. For a few moments in the crisp air with the rumbling of the highway in the background, I felt ( Read more... )

Gianna. There it is. Only the 4th person I've ever wanted a relationship with and the 3rd I'll never have ( Read more... )

People are fucking weird. People looking in public now has rapist connotations with your glance. Maybe I do want to rape you, girl in the stretchy pants with the fucking ugly scarf (not that that is supposed to be anyone in particular...just an abstraction)! That, and if you make a scene in public, people will find the nearest exit faster than ( Read more... )

I've sometimes thought about and wondered what it would be like if I took the path of the alcoholic. Given how my age bracket is the one where oftentimes chronic problems/illnesses (mental ones, mostly) will rear their ugly heads and begin to take hold, I would think this is when alcoholism would begin to materialize into something other than a way ( Read more... )

Cigarette break before the tunnel exit. Last preparations.

This is it.

Denouement's approaching.

For a time that is supposed to be replete with social dalliance and expansion, I have not been settled upon. Rather, it eludes my grasp ( Read more... )

"Hey! Hey, you!" Kasey was calling wildly from just beyond the swings ( Read more... )

This is just torture ( Read more... )