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Eve 6
Here's To The Night (with commentary by hannah)
So denied so I lied Are you the now or never kind? In a day and a day love I'm going to be gone for good again Are you willing to be had? Are you cool with just tonight? Here's a toast to all those who hear me all to well. Here's to the night we felt alive. Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry. Here's to goodbye tomorrow's going to come to soon. Put your name on the line Along with place and time Want to stay, not to go, I want to ditch the logical. Here's a toast to all those who hear me all to well. Here's to the night we felt alive. Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry. Here's to goodbye tomorrow's going to come to soon. All my time is froze in motion Can't I stay an hour or two or more Don't let me let you go Don't let me let you go Here's a toast to all those who hear me all to well. Here's to the night we felt alive. Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry. Here's to goodbye, tomorrow's going to come to soon. To soon Here's to the night we felt alive Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry Here's to goodbye tomorrow's going to come to soon
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It's all to familiar. i often catch myself feeling denied, shut out, by the "now or never kind" that i see much, MUCH
too often. i wanna yell ... "NO, im not cool with just tonight," yah it'll be fun and all, but i want more. im willing to be
had, but if you are going to have me, for god's sake, have ALL im willing to give. have me, i'm yours. for now, but when you
leave don't take what you didn't come with. as much as i try to take things into my own hands, i'm still here. still standing in line
waiting for life to happen. and when i finally make it to the front, im put on the waiting list. it's a list for change, adventure,
love, ANYTHING but tomorrow. occasionally im in an ignorant bliss. i think im happy, i think ive found what ive been waiting,
looking for. but no, next thing i know, you're saying good bye. i know i have to let go. but, my god i dont want to, no one
can make me. i NEED to just move forward, or else im just frozen in motion. i can't go back, back to when i felt alive. so,
for now all i can do is cry. its nothing new, but its something familiar. so ill just cry, until i can say
goodbye.