I watch Grey's. That's what I do. That's what I turn to. It's reliable. It's a temporary release, I know, but sometimes it's all I have.

I am done. We are done. I did it. I DID it. He didn't. And I was eloquent and I said what I wanted to. For once in my life.

So this made me feel really good about myself ( Read more... )

I feel like all I talk about is guys. I am getting sick of myself. I am getting sick of guys ( Read more... )

So a three hour conversation with Meg has confirmed a lot of things. Let me list them ( Read more... )

Seriously ( Read more... )

So.
I am not chopping all my hair off, just some of it.
I spent my day off pretty lamerly, with Elmo, not by choice.
I want to see Juno again.

I hate work. I hate losing all my friends because of work. I hate not connecting with everyone all the time. I just hate.

So So So

Life has been so so so

I kinda need a change I guess. Or none at all.

So I have a date with Mike tomorrow after SAB. I told him about Lee and Pat and how all three of them are in the same club, and how that sometimes that makes me feel really alone. I am worried because when I see Pat I still have this pang in my chest, that I was the stupid girl that did take it too far even though the whole time I was telling ( Read more... )