does anybody have a dress I can borrow for prom?
it's this saturday and i'm absolutely DESPERATE.
please,please,PLEASE comment.

and I wish I never told you anything because now I feel like I'm standing naked in a room full of people and they know everything. you just don't tell people these things. i should've known that. it just sounds different when you say it out loud.

i don't feel right in my own skin anymore. i feel like i can't talk to anybody at all. things have been so weird. i can't think straight and i catch myself doing things that are so unlike me. i'm so fucking needy. i'm afraid of being physically alone. i can't spend a whole day by myself. i do these stupid things for no reason, or maybe for some ( Read more... )

I wish I weren't so selfish. It's not that I don't care, I just don't know how to show that I do. I'm so sick of feeling insecure. "I put you before everything else." Why am I so scared ( Read more... )

i'm pmsing! moodswings to the core today. i'm breaking out and my skin is oily. this is going to be a bad week. i wish i had a tall nose and perfect skin.

p.s. I believe in horoscopes.

Old habits are hard to break. sheesh. I have so much homework and I lie to myself too much. Everyday is the same thing. I come home from school and start homework and then my ADD kicks in and Anthony calls and I talk for a while and then tuck myself into bed and tell him that I'm just going to "close my eyes for a bit." Next thing I know I'm asleep ( Read more... )

I have not had internet in so long. Suh muh the fuck? I'm at Tenju right now leeching off their free wireless and enjoying some crispy tofu by myself. It's the last day of spring break and I've concluded that no break should be less than two weeks long (except those lovely three day weekends that appear out of nowhere every once in a while). I hate ( Read more... )

I never update anymore.

i have no internet at home and surprisingly, i'm not dying.
I want a new camera, something real dependable.

it's raining today. i'm at school right now ( Read more... )

I hate Valentine's day ( Read more... )