(no subject)
Still not dead.
Don't throw a party or anything.
[ Private: Things've been weird here.
I've got these brochures for study abroad. Dad thinks it's awesome and I shoudl go, especially if I can get extra funding from school for it, Mom whines and cries and wants me to stay forever. I don't know. It's not my fault my brother's inexplicably a loser all of a sudden, and it's not like they can wave a magic wand and poof, make me firstborn.
She's also trying to manipulate me. Funny how I can see that for what it is now.
I dunno. It's kind of a good point. No sense going just 'cause Haginosuke is, but ... oh, hell, I don't know. It's a "good opportunity" and all that shit, not to mention a free ticket out of here.
And Haginosuke's going.
Shit, I sound so clingy. It's just be weird doing anything without him. Not just 'cause we're ... whatever ... but ... it'd be weird. He's supposed to be here and I'm glad he finally figured that out.
I don't even care that we're not doing stuff right now. Hell yes I want to, I guess there's other things to do, though, remembering stuff that's important even without ... stuff.
Yeah, it's weird. I dunno. ]
Don't throw a party or anything.
[ Private: Things've been weird here.
I've got these brochures for study abroad. Dad thinks it's awesome and I shoudl go, especially if I can get extra funding from school for it, Mom whines and cries and wants me to stay forever. I don't know. It's not my fault my brother's inexplicably a loser all of a sudden, and it's not like they can wave a magic wand and poof, make me firstborn.
She's also trying to manipulate me. Funny how I can see that for what it is now.
I dunno. It's kind of a good point. No sense going just 'cause Haginosuke is, but ... oh, hell, I don't know. It's a "good opportunity" and all that shit, not to mention a free ticket out of here.
And Haginosuke's going.
Shit, I sound so clingy. It's just be weird doing anything without him. Not just 'cause we're ... whatever ... but ... it'd be weird. He's supposed to be here and I'm glad he finally figured that out.
I don't even care that we're not doing stuff right now. Hell yes I want to, I guess there's other things to do, though, remembering stuff that's important even without ... stuff.
Yeah, it's weird. I dunno. ]