terror filled dreams

its weird how you can totally understand an idea or thought or feeling or all three with complete clarity and then just forget. i just cant bother anyone with feelings or art or ideas. why would anyone want to sacrifice their waves of joy to swim with me in my pools of sorrow. and why would anybody want to read anything that i write, or listen to ( Read more... )

im so scared of everyone and everything and when i talk to my parents i want to die because they make me think about the future and how its not going to be anywhere near the way i want it to and i cant watch their heads shake at my weakness so i just go in my room and try to sleep and then when i think about the future i want to die because im so ( Read more... )

sarah silverman was AWESOME and so was last night and the rest of this day

every time i drive across the tracks i feel like im going to be hit by a train

i know

sometimes its the small truths that make the biggest differences but most of the time
i dont even wanna know

im going to be edie sedgwick for halloween, fuck rainbow brite. now all i need is an andy warhol or a bob dylan to hang out with.

i always thought falling asleep was the best way to cure a broken day and when i wake up everything that was scary becomes okay

if life is just a stage
lets put on the best show
and let everyone know