God! You cant do anything without romance or love being involved in it somehow.

Trying to get away from all that. Trying to STOP with all the feelings. Trying to push ALL THESE FEELINGS ABOUT EVERYTHING away, and forget about it all.

But everywhere i go and everything i do, love is just everywhere. Maybe just as much as hate.

- Lost my friends (everyones focussed on their relationships)
- Lost a guy? But i think i lost him a long time ago
- Me and mom got in an arguement. Lost whatever i was gaining with her
- Lost my self control

Whats left? Who's left?
Myself.

I guess this is working okay.
I guess avoiding him is for the best.
Rite?

Me: God put everybody on this earth for a reason. I wonder what the reason was for putting me here?
Jackie: To be a biatch. And to be skinny

Lmao- I love you jackie!
<3

Well life has a       f u n n y      w a y
of    s n e a k i n g     u p     on   you
When  you  think  everything's  okay
and   e v e r y t h i n g 's  going  right
And life has a       f u n n y       w a y
of      helping      you      out     when
You think  everything's  gone  wrong
and everything blows up In your face

<3

For      all       of        this
Im better off without you
Do   you   r e g r e t    all
your       l o n e l i n e s s

ub3r b3n: c thats the effect u ahve one me
x3 Amber Mills: haha
ub3r b3n: i start hittin the rong keys ; )
x3 Amber Mills: what can i say.. ::rubs nipples::
ub3r b3n: *rubs feet*
x3 Amber Mills: lmao
ub3r b3n: ii have a foot fetish =/
x3 Amber Mills: NOT WITH MY FEET! ew i hate my feet
ub3r b3n: when im drunk ill start randomly suckin ppls feet
x3 Amber ( Read more... )

Im done with guys.
Well atleast a certain guy.
Im so much better then that. And i deserve better then him.

Or thats what im trying to get myself to belive.
<3

Do ya'll like my new icon? lmfao

Summer is almost here.

Im scared.
:-/