Brutal MeMe...
Nabbed from littlemissalien because... well... I'm a sadist & I like torture.
Be kind! (but honest)......
Step 1: Post this into your LJ.
Step 2: Others will reply anonymously about what they really think of you.
Step 3: Cry, because this meme is so brutal, and it hurts.
Be kind! (but honest)......
Step 1: Post this into your LJ.
Step 2: Others will reply anonymously about what they really think of you.
Step 3: Cry, because this meme is so brutal, and it hurts.
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I only reply anonymously because you wish it, I wouldn't mind to say my name.
I think you are a very life-loving person, who is caring about others and even though you have spent lots of time in bed, you are absolutely social and have no problems to make friends in my opinion. I think that there are a lot of people who can be grateful to know you and be your friend. You seem to be very true and faithful in your friendships.
Sort of "wound" that I notice is that you are afraid of what others say and that they might not respect your wish. I don't need to think much about where you got that problem from, all people with ME are a lot confronted with not being respected, I absolutely know what I am talking of. I think a bit of more self esteem in that direction wouldn't be bad (don't ask me how to get it, I am wondering myself how to get more!).
PS: I'm sorry, I couldn't reply anonymously ;-)
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"...you are absolutely social and have no problems to make friends in my opinion"
That means alot, thanku....Especially as I do worry a great deal about whether or not people genuinely like/trust/respect me, as u so rightly picked up on. When I 1st got 'net access 3yrs ago after being totally isolated 4 so long, I was desperate 4 everyone I "met" 2 like me, & I think I put far too much energy in2 the wrong people. It took me awhile 2 realise that, just like in real life, I wasnt going 2 get on with every single person I came across. And thats ok.
And yes, again you're quite right, I do need more self-esteem....great big mega-sized doses of it, in fact! If I find a way of developing it, I promise 2 let u know ;)
I hope 2day's been a good day 4 u, & thanx again 4 your kind words :)
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I think youre amazing, you have a big heart and i often wonder how you have enough energy to be so nice to other people. We havent met but i think youre a beautiful person ( on the inside- i havent seen what you look like but im sure youre beautiful outside too!)I am truely grateful for your friendship!
I think the only 'bad' thing about you is that you worry/care too much about offending people and well, thats not really a bad thing is it? it again just shows how lovely you are.
I seriously cant think of anything negative
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You're right, I do put a helluva lot of energy in2 my online friends - probably too much sometimes. You're all incredibly important 2 me tho, so you're definitely worth it! Also, I try 2 put all my horrific past experiences with the medics 2 good use by using them 2 (hopefully) help other people...then at least my suffering wont all have been 4 nothing, u know?
I'm definitely grateful 4 your friendship too! U mean alot 2 me :) But as 4 being "beautiful"....well, I often feel so ugly (both inside & outside) that its difficult 2 believe that any1 could really, genuinely like me 4 who I am, & doesn't just feel sorry 4 me & my situation...I hope I'm wrong tho....
The fear of me offending ppl - yep, you're right there! As I said 2 Nicole ( bunny1981 ) above, I do have serious self-esteem issues, & I'm 4ever wondering what ppl honestly think of me (hence this meme!) & worrying that they are laughing at me/dont trust me/think I'm odd, etc, etc. Plus I get SO bloody paranoid it's untrue! Oh, & I could definitely help u with a ( ... )
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