im so stressed out

[_cheerupemodawl]

i feel like never seeing anybody again.
or just screaming and screaming until i lost my voice.
why do people have to make you feel like you want to die?
or make you feel like your always doing something wrong
every step, every move you make.
i shouldnt always have to feel like im under everyone
or that im not good enough for anyone
i shouldnt be scared to

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[expectations__]

can i just tell u that i fucking can relate to that in everyway like no other.
i just had the biggest break down ever.
with my mom telling me everything thats wrong with me, how im such a fuck up cussing, and the whole shabang that im used to.but this time she actually told me i should just kill myself.
love u im def hear to talk
if it help
cos i know that even when i talk to my close friends about it.it doesnt help really.

[_cheerupemodawl]

im so glad you can relate to me cuz barely anyone can.
you arent a fuck up, i get that alot from my dad as well
dont let it get to you be strong <3
i see times when i want to kill myself and not be alive
but then i think it would just make them get what they want
and me look weak and hurt
i love you babe

[expectations__]

ya
definatly
last night was prob the worst night of my life
had a breakdown and both my parents ganged up on me
my mom fucking like hitiing me and shit
and i did stupid shit
and didnt want to be alive and stuff
but i thought thats what my mom likes to see is me weak and hurt
so thats like the only thing keeping me going
to prove her wrong.
<3 love u erikaa we gotta be strong together =]

[_cheerupemodawl]

we do we have to be strong.
we cant let them get us down because then we are weak
we have to be independent and stand up for ourselves.
and fight back april. i love you girl

[dime_whorex]

well erica always remember i love u- no matter what- so if u need anything im here

[_cheerupemodawl]

morgans trying to ruin my life.
i hate her

[dime_whorex]

aww dont worry about it <333

[_dropdeadjuicy]

aw im sorry erica, i hope u feel better..♥

[_cheerupemodawl]

thank you