FAMILY AND FRIENDS

[_chilito_]

SO A WHILE HAS PASSED.. SINCE THE LOSS OF MY BABY... but everytime i see kristy ( chick at work that got pregnate two days after me ) i think "damn thats how big i wud be " and so on.. it sux.. it fully throws me down.. honestly no matter how many times i say im ok or i say yeah its ok ill have another one soon... thruth is it really sucks and i

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awwww!!! why didnt u ever tell me!!!!!

[sweet_puppet]

ur like me!! i cry when im in the car alone too, then i get to wherever im going put a smile on and pretend its all ok. That's why i hate driving n also drive fast, cuz thats usually when i start to think of stuff i shouldnt think of anymore....anyhow!!! i love u my friend and im here for u no matter what or when! all u gotta do is call. Have no doubt the decision u made was for the best, and of curse ur always gonna wonder about this baby, for she was ur first baby, and the one that made u a mommy, but just think that now u have a little angel to watch over you and the rest of the babies u decide to have! LOVE YOU!!!!!!

[_chilito_]

thanks