i heard it at 1:30 am this morning. my phone. who would...oh yeah, you would.

"hello?"
silence.
"are you there?"
"heather..."
"uhhh yeah?"
"i am so so sorry."

it was real. finally i have gotten what i wanted from all of this. something sincere. he finally sees.

i thought about you today ( Read more... )

and all that's left behind are memories and regrets.

i wish i knew what was forward.

Christmas break never ceases to be the time of year when things you usually wouldn't have expected to be doing become some kind of reality ( Read more... )

and perhaps it's best to just accept the past ( Read more... )

after three months the call finally came last night.

fuck.

Of Montreal ALWAYS puts me in a better mood. Never failed. Never will. Don't test it ( Read more... )

I'm two weeks deep concerning me running most every day. I'm really finding myself becoming almost addicted to it. So much has been going on lately with school, my new job, and love life (or lack there of), that running has become a sort of release for me. A de-stresser even. I dig ( Read more... )

So Heather needs a job ( Read more... )

The family who lives in the apartment below me are arguing. Always arguing. Besides wondering why the hell a couple would raise their two young children in a college town's apartment complex, I also wonder what will happen to me ( Read more... )