no more

[_ciinderella]

- fuck everyone. fuck the world & everyone in it

Comments

[__gangstergirl]

oh man i feel your pain .. even though our situations are different there still both in a way the same. even though i was with chris for only a little over a month i really had feelings for him. i fell hard for him. yeah i wasnt the best girlfriend in the world but reguardless i knew what i felt in my heart & i loved him. still do. & same thing me cry over a niggah ? never thought id see that day. i couldnt believe i was crying over him & i was only june july & some of august. i'd look at his texts, my letters i still had that i forgot to give back, voicemail you name it & id feel sick. thats y i had to get rid of it all & i regret it but it was something i had to do. i would give anything for chris to call me right now. but i know its not gonna happen. but i suggest you & this kid talk it out. because your half a yr is in a few days. dont give up on it. fight for what you want till you either get it back or you cant no more. no dont be weak & beg for him to come back. but you get me just talk it out. cause he sounds like an amasing

- hugs -

[_ciinderella]

damn bibi. you're the best. i really needed to have that conversation we had today with someone & im more then happy that i had it with you. i loved the fact that you could relate to me so that made the situation alot better. thats how i was with Jay , right after the first month , it was true love. it was such a beautiful feeling. now the thought of it being gone just tears me apart. im not the best gurlfriend in the world , i have put him through lots of shit. infact , i think this is payback for me , unfortunately. but despite the way i would act with him & all that, i love him like crazy , like no other bitch would. be that up. i have pikz of us hanging up on my comoda , and it just brings me to tears cause we were so happy. i just wish we could find that happiness once again. thats all i ask for. im not gonna give in just yet. its not worth giving up. he IS the one for me & we DO belong together , so giving up is out of the question. im just scared. im terrified of the whole situation. i just feel like this time away is not gonna

[ladii__hypno]

aww poor rubz..i'll make a longr comment later just want you to know im here for you and i'll pray for you.

[_ciinderella]

thanks so much. thats what i need. alotta prayer. cause only God can help me out with this one.

[boogy_]

hey .. i'm sorry you're going through this. i haven't been around LJ much.. so i didn't even know you guys were having problems. i'm sorry to hear you guys broke up around your 6months, i know how important that is. but.. i dunno i'm gonna sound super cliche, but things will get better. he'll come around if he's really meant to. i'm here for you. you can IM me if you want.. LittoDorkx.

[_ciinderella]

i havent updated in a while either. but nope the problems have been going on for a while but we would solve them , i guess he jus got fed up with it all & called it quits. in my heart i feel like he will back for the simple fact that we been down this road quite a few times before , i just hope im right. yeah thats the worst part of it all. the big 6 months. thanks gurl. ill definetly add you to my buddy list.

btw , how can i ever forget bout you. we shared the same anniversary date !!

[ladii__hypno]

ok im back rubz i know what your going thru ive went through that and no matter what people say you still feel the same so i wont bother i just hope hope hope and pray that things will get better for you and jay and that you two can get back together and continue that dream life yall had planned as cinderella and prince charming..but if you ever need nething or someone to talk to let me kno. love ya ma

[_ciinderella]

thats the thing. nothing anyone can do or say will change how i feel. only him. thats the worst part of it all. you`re too cute, i got nothing but love for you. if its meant to be cinderella & prince charming will be back. deep down inside we both know we belong together so im pretty sure we will be back. ill keep you posted. wats your sn ?

[__cookiee]

;O for some reason i didnt see you on my friends list ;/ but now i do.

dam mama ive been lost .

I know how you feel, i know deep down inside both of you its killing yll not being together. But i know its gunna take some time for you guys to be together again ! & i know for sure you guys are gonna get back together. because ur his cinderella & his ur prince charming, i wish you the best of luck thru this situation. im here if you need me

[_ciinderella]

yours wouldnt come out either but im glad we finally get to see each others entries. i been lost too mad dont worry. i been away from this LJ shit also cause all i would be writing about lately is pure drama. shit thats not even worth writing bout. its killing me inside not being with him, and i feel like its doing the same to him but he just doesnt want to show it. im just scared cause this isent the first time its happened & im afraid he`s given up. hopefully cinderella & her prince charming will be back. thanks ma. wats your sn ?

mwaz. o_O