I wish you'd tell me the problem you have with me. It's something I need to be aware of and work on. Please just know you can talk to me about it.

Tonight me, Melissa, Adele, Hannah, Kathryn, Whitney, and our moms went to dinner together. That was the last time I'll see Kathryn before she leaves for school. =( I'm so sick of saying goodbye to people. It sucks so bad. Well I hope everyone is having a great week. I love you all. =)

Well I did it. I said goodbye to my best friend. We gave eachother a big hug and talked and he told me we'd hang out when he came home. I'll be ok. Tomorrow I'm hoping to be hanging out with my other best friends so it'll be great. I was asked to go to the pre-season football game but ehh I'd rather be off with the coolest kids I know. Can you ( Read more... )

So last night I had to say my goodbye to Beth. It was sad but not as sad because I know I'm going to visit her and see her and still talk a lot. It's still going to be different without her though ( Read more... )

This year is going to go by so slow I can already tell. Anyways, went to Starbucks with my loves- aka. Melissa, Adele, and Hannah. It was lovely. We're going to dinner tonight to see Beth before she leaves tomorrow. =(. I'm going to miss her a lot. It's so sad. Anyways, Jacob will be working too so I get to see him. =). Well I have to go get ready ( Read more... )

So today was the first day back. Hmm it was good I guess. Nothing exciting at all so far. Anyways...after school me and Hannah met up with Kevin, Adele, and Melissa for lunch and talked about our days. It was good seeing people I wanted to be around. Wow I still can't believe that people are leaving for college this week. It sucks completely. I'm ( Read more... )

i'm sad, depressed, and lonely.
many reasons for these emotions.
i feel like i can't tell the reasons to anyone.
what is wrong with me?

Hmm well today I pretty much did nothing except clean and crap like that. I went to Hard Rock with my youth group. I had an ok time I guess. I honestly didn't have fun but it's ok. The only people I really talked to were Kathryn and Hannah and then Kevin later on but that was about it. I don't know. Maybe it's cause I feel bad or it's my depression ( Read more... )

Haha wow. Becca and Kate are 2 of my new favorite girls. I love them!! Anyways...fun! Hmmm...

This entry makes no sense so yeah whatever.

Wow and I hate having boys call me at 3 in the morning and leaving me perverted like sex messages. Blah...not what I really wanna wake up to!!

Wow the Ben Folds concert was amazing last night. I had tons of fun. It ended up being like 10 of us. We all just laughed and sang out hearts out the whole night. It was amazing like I said before hah. Anyways... I need a driveway conversation with Melissa. A lot has happened in just one week. My goodness. Why do boys have to be gay assholes or ( Read more... )