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_closetome

past lives present deaths future reincarnations

Nov 26, 2005 01:40

it's days like these that are exhausting. i haven't climbed any mountains or taken any tests or broken any hearts. but my body, mind, and soul ache and i just kinda feel, well, shitty for lack of a better description ( Read more... )

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anonymous November 26 2005, 16:35:16 UTC

and in another two years you wont recognize yourself today. it never stops. and thank god for that.

moelost November 26 2005, 16:36:04 UTC

oops. that was me, by the way.

xlamexsaucex November 26 2005, 18:46:52 UTC

i agree. i mean it is scary, ill be the first to admit that, but i dont want it to stop, ever. every bad experience i have had, every awkwardness, everytime i utter the words "omg this sucks" i realize that it is key to my maturation as a person, and thats what its all about! love ya! <3

bex_11 November 27 2005, 01:12:02 UTC

i guess its just part of growing up. we all move on. i mean, we all changed soooo much this past year and a half....there is no way we could all get back together and feel comfortable. it's okay. but, then again, i am super good at breaking ties and cutting people out.

Apparently anonymous December 3 2005, 00:33:54 UTC

Apparently its ok...Katy(_closetome)
The burdens are alright, the time apart is normal, the lack of connection is fine.
Unlike everybody so well adjusted(I guess), this "maturation" has God Damn killed me too much. There is something lost, maybe in development or universally, but it's left a pit. It will be pretty again, sure. There will be good times and those songs, but some things will be left to memory. At least there are those, right? And at least your America has a lot to see. Anyway, stranger, your not alone.

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