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I'm pretty sure there's more but those were great times
Going to the beach to play monopoly in the sand and eat chips w. my best friend
Going to Santa Monica pier for the 1st time and not ridden the rides,
gone to the beach and couldn't swim because of stitches in my back
Doing the most bowling in two months that I have my entire life
Turning 18
Watching sunsets
Visits to Missouri, Wisconsin, and New York and I loved NY the best
Riding my first horse
Switching glasses
Finding out the roommate for 4 mos. before they kick us out for construction
Going to Universal w. Kat and Nick
Going city walk
Watching movies
Staying up later than usual
Lunches with Nick
Island's with Kat
Random trips to Wal-Mart
Venice Beach w. Kat, Shareen, & Kevin
Planning a now non existent camping trip
Crying and nervous breakdowns
Laughing so hard I can't breathe
Singing the reg. 12+ hrs a day
Dorm shopping
My friend returning from Japan in the military to visit for the 1st
time in 2 yrs.
Yesterday & Last night was probably one of the best nights in a long time.
Julian & I went to meet up with Michella @ Jerry's Famous Deli & the
bowling alley next door on Ventura. There I saw friends that are the
closest to me that I hadn't seen in 2 yrs. Thomas, a childhood friend
of over 13 yrs., & Aldo, high school friend & father of my child (long
story- no I'm no pregnant) joined us & I couldn't be happier to see
them.
After bowling we went to Michella's home to play N64 Mario Party which
as Thomas says & grows truer for me, is depressing. With jokes of the
character Peach (played by Mich.) becoming a vagina, naturally, she
won. Later, Mich, Tom, & Aldo went for a film project & I drove
through Griffith Park w. Julian. We fought for the first time in ages
about the silliest things. I'm a hypocrite & I wish I could take all
those thoughts and not apply them to the one person I love most.
Although everything is okay, I was a bit depressed when Michella,
Thomas, Aldo & their friend Natalita picked me up to go to Citywalk. I
never thought the 5 min trip from my house to Universal would include
"Jingle Bell Rock" & "Rockin Around the Christmas Tree" blasting from
the Toyota Matrix in the parking garage w. the strangest expressions
from everyone around us & the others singing. A milkshake being my
dinner & popcorn being shared- walking around made me realize how much
I cherish them & all of my friends.
I have never been this nervous before & leaving in a week, I have so
many emotions & it's a wonder how some people put up with me. More so,
I regret that I have not visited with people I haven't seen all
summer. All in all, it's safe that these lyrics sum up how I feel.
I truly am "Hanging by a Moment" here with you.
now.. i'm falling even more in love with you
letting go of all i've held onto
i'm standing here until you make me move
i'm hanging by a moment here with you
i'm living for the only thing i know
i'm running and not quite sure where to go
i don't know what i'm diving into
just hanging by a moment here with you
I'm going to miss you all.