So sleeping and eating lately, are simple things that I just cannot do. When I finally fell asleep last night it was about 4am. I woke up at 8 and fell back asleep. I was pregnant, then I had it. It was Meg's. I was breastfeeding it when some man showed up and told me he was taking it. So I was heartbroken and devastated and inconsolable, and ( Read more... )

Oh, wait. I posted what two hours ago. Everything is infinitely worse, and I'd be happy to be to hours ago. Over this.

Can I just say, that this is one of the most beautiful, apt, well edited, moving scenes of cinema that I have ever seen. Despite how emo it, and I am.

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the end is love. please watch all the way through.

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from my new favorite show. life is fucking crazy, and I dont feel like filling in the details.

Yeah its been a while. I am back as you maybe have gathered. Back in the first world, back at Clark, back. So much work its hard to not let time be ticked away. Things are falling back into place slowly. They arent the same, but they never are ( Read more... )

So, no I havent updated about the insane amazingness that has been my life for the past few months here in Africa. But alas a week from today I'm gonna begin the 2 and a half day journey to come back home. This place has become my home, and the people here my family, I've fallen in love with Africa. I really have. So part of me is devastated to ( Read more... )

Hey, I'm in Kenya, at the Kilimanjaro basecamp. I'm safe, sound, and smelly. Very limited internet, my hotmails not working, so please email me at jmortimer@clarku.edu if you want. But what is more practicle and what I really want is paper mail. See my facebook account for the address and expect a long wait for mail. I love you all.

I've wanted to write about the amazingness and sadness of my Dadi Ji's funeral because its really one of the most intensse things Ive ever witnessed. But I just cant seem to sit down and write about it ( Read more... )

I know its silly, and simplistic to say or think this, but I want her back. I simply do not want her to have died. Its not fair.

My Da di Ji, has past. And I just dont know what to do. She was an amazing grandmother, and I loved her so much. Me and my dad are driving through the night tonight up to canada to attend her funeral on monday. Then I'm flying back in this night. Academically, seeing as though I've already been such a slacker this semester this means I am fucked. ( Read more... )