i want a solution i can swallow

[_colee_]

I want something to fix everything.

My sadness is beautiful, yes, but its still sad...
And what about apathy, frustration, despair... are those all beautiful? I'm not optimistic about it.

I dig myself into these holes, social voids and inner gaps, and I don't know how to fill them, I don't know how to cure myself. The people I want closer arent

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[tarawillhanna]

nicole, i feel you, and feel you some more.
ps, baby, you are not inconsistent, you are busy, and i am busy, and whatever.. but its okay like that.
its okay that we dont know what we really are.
i know that when i hang out with you, your personality fills me with joy, and after i hang out with you, i always have a good feeling
and to me, thats all that matters :)

[_colee_]

you you you make my heart soar and my toes tingle even when we are busy.
because we are busy people.

(you will be my axe savior)

love nicole

[mungtroll]

last night i thought about camp mather for hours while trying to fall asleep. i literally lay in my bed for 2 hours with my eyes closed, thinking all about last summer and what might happen this summer, trying to fall asleep, but i wasnt drifting off into subconciousness in the least. it was totally bogus! bogus. hey im working on stuff to send in a big package of love. love charfuk.

[_colee_]

oh baby i need that big package of love...
august will be here soooon

you said "it feels good", i said "i'll give it a try"

[chloeamelia]

I want a lover I don't have to love

Re: you said "it feels good", i said "i'll give it a try"

[_colee_]

will you update in sweden?
i think i'm going to need you.

[chquita16]

Shine

[_colee_]

maybe today and tomorrow arent tugging against each other?
and today really is tomorrow?
or is my today today?

(thank you jayme you made me think)

[mungtroll]

Jenny said when she was just five years old
You know there's nothing happening at all
Every time she puts on the radio
There was nothing goin' down at all
Then one fine mornin' she puts on a New York station
She couldn't believe what she heard at all
She started dancin' to that fine fine music
You know her life was saved by Rock 'n' Roll
Despite all the amputations
You could just dance to a rock 'n' roll station
Jenny said when she was just five years old
My parents are gonna be the death of us all
Two TV sets and two Cadillac cars--
Ain't gonna help us at all
Then one fine mornin' she puts on a New York station
She don't believe what she heard at all
She started dancin' to that fine fine music
You know her life was saved by Rock 'n' Roll
Despite all the computations
You could just dance to a rock 'n ' roll station
And it was alright.

[_colee_]

rock n roll will save my soul