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[_contemplation]

God damnit fucking shit ass. I want to die right now. I feel hideous; like I can't show my face to anybody in this entire world. I feel disgusting. There is a bubble of disgust floating around me and there are people everywhere to make it seem much worse. But it's really all in my head. I hate this fucking shit

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[statestreet]

i really want to come see ur school too, and everything else. It was great to finally see you again dhoo!!! I still see my fair share of people around here, but it seems nearly impossible to find the types of friends that we made in school, and so when I don't see you and everyone else from the burg, I don't really see a ton of anyone else. Important, anyway ; )
Well, I'm off to surf and dink around on the net for a bit, so ttyl and I'm glad you update your journal more than I do!
Peace & Love,
Rachell

[jammypac]

Force yourself. Take all your insecurities and make them make you work.

Try meditation you might find some motivation.

those greate m-tion words.

Ok thats enough sage like wisdom from me.