i'm a bitch. i don't fucking care. anyone know of another heavy concert going on any time soon? a band i like? i want to beat more people and i want more people to beat me. i'm very angry. hopelessly angry.

the bobaflex concert was fucking awesome. i now have a terribly stiff neck from getting elbowed in the back of the head and a huge fucking bump on my right leg from the pit. it was good. but there was one thing... yes, garrett. he was fucking there. and for a time, it ruined my night. until mark told jim about him and jim fucking jacked him in the ( Read more... )

loosing myself in the work. the movies. the books. driving all over the place. who is free this evening???

sucess. breaking. i feel like i'm dying inside. what is char doing friday night???

roads are terrible. i hope we don't have school tomorrow. seriously. this past weekend has been very... interesting... kinda surreal. ok, really surreal. but, that's just how it happens.

can't breathe. i don't have anyone. no one. there is nobody. nothing. just me. and i really don't want to be here anymore. there isn't a fucking person on aim. no one. no one to call who wouldn't be busy. my wrists ache. no one....

to add on to the shit pile... my cat has diabetes. i have to stick him with a needle every twelve hours. i hate my life.

She was only 17 ( Read more... )

LJ Friends Meme by coolerq
• You must tell 3 people about this game.
• Matt is the one that you love.
• Jordan is one you like but can't work out.
• You care most about Jaxx.
• Ashlie is the one who knows you very well.
• TC is your lucky star.
• bring me to life is the song that matches with Matt.
• i'm not ok is the song for Jordan.
• petal in the night is the ( Read more... )