all you really need to know is that i have gone to a very dark place in my soul that i haven't been for a very long time. i am not a nice person. i know that. i am going to pay for what i have done. i know that as well. it doesn't give much comfort to my soul, but at least i'm an honest person and at least my heart has had it's revenge.

today was my first official day of work. i got payed! yey! it was fucking rough. i didn't know everthing, but i tried and i did my best. i prolly sold 50 fish. sweet. it was a real rough night last night. real rough. but i'm ok. really really fragile. but ok. for mark and helen's peace of mind, no jordan didn;t do what you thought he did, but he ( Read more... )

so, who knew my bf was a lying bastard? why am i still with him?!?!?!?!?!

well, me and jordan have been together for a year now. amazing. rough day. started workin at the aquarium again, and they are horribly shhort handed, so i was working my bum off, then i have to go clean champaign after that. sucky shit. so, i'm taking tomorrow off to spend time with the boyfriend. taking him to get his labret pierced. chillin. ( Read more... )

i don't understand how my bf can be so stupid and ignorant to my feelings.

no school! the website said so!!!!! ha!

first off, three of my friends from ppi were in a real bad accident and i went to go see melissa, who broke her neck and can't move her right leg, at the hospital today. second off, we all know about matt's parents now, right? so, i can talk about my weekend. i've spent the majority of it thinking about the two worst times of my life, the first ( Read more... )

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exams are over. the gov't exam was really easy. Then raja and josh re-arranged his pictures, and it was really funny cause he was trying to figure out who did it. he was wrong and it was hilarious. then we played the music trivia game and jason is so fucking funny, practically jumping out of seat, sitting on the table, and banging his head really ( Read more... )

algebra III and Anatomy and Physiology down. Pretty sure i did reasonably good on both, which is very good considering the fact that i studied for neither of them. And if i did do good, i don't have to take them again. Oh, english essay/exam was completed and turned in on mon, so i have tomorrow morning off, but i do have ppi. ugh. then gov't exam ( Read more... )