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Oct 13, 2005 18:59

I've come to realize that holding back is a painful sort of good thing. There are so many things, people, relationships that I want to jump into right now, but I can't. But I can, I could, but I choose not to because I know it's not right for now. And waiting, holding back, it's a bittersweet sort of thing. Because you look around and you see the ( Read more... )

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f_r_a_t October 13 2005, 23:58:53 UTC
you know i had not thought about how perfect the air is. you are right, life can spin us in circles. Unforchantly I think that I have gotten to used to living that way that now it seems normal. I don't know what is spinning and what is not. I hope everything works out with work and that you don't have to start working nights, God Bless kid. SMILE :D

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We are in a time of waiting, waiting defines alot of what we are doing... anonymous October 14 2005, 00:05:54 UTC
but won't we always be waiting for the next step? will we ever be satisfied ( ... )

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Re: We are in a time of waiting, waiting defines alot of what we are doing... f_r_a_t October 14 2005, 00:28:46 UTC
could not have said it better. this whole thing is very thought provoking. :D

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Re: We are in a time of waiting, waiting defines alot of what we are doing... blonde_musician October 14 2005, 03:54:23 UTC
wow...that was excellent...I'm not sure who you are, but I agree with every point you just made. Good job :)

I personally find it more benefitial to look at it in the sense that the Lord is working...God has a plan for everything and I believe if we pray and ask for wisdom and guidence, the Lord will be faithful to help us dicern what we should or shouldn't hold back.

I'll pray for ya lynz :)

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someoneweird October 14 2005, 01:57:57 UTC
i actually stopped this morning outside and was like "wow it's so awesome outside" (if that's what u mean when u say 'air') haha.....

i'm not quite sure i got that whole first paragraph, but i'm praying for you...at certain times (more lately) i've found myself wanting stuff/things (pretty much the same stuff u listed) and for me it's very hard to relize that i have to wait and the things i want will/might come if it's god's will....sorry if that was just a bunch of rambling, i know what i wanted to say but i dunno if it came out right :-)....

are u sick like sick sick (fever, cold,) or not really?

did u watch 'monty python and the holy grail' or actually 'monty python'?....k i'll leave now

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chelle8784 October 14 2005, 02:24:40 UTC
hey lyndsey! its michelle. i just saw your other comment and i figured out that this was you haha. i added you, add me back!

wow i can tell im going to like reading your journal. i know how it feels to hold yourself back. i dont have time, otherwise i would comment more.. i'll see you later! <33

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