Honesty part 2
okay. here i go again.
Honestly...i hate it that ive drifted so far from Jordan V. i miss my best friend. i misss him a lot. but to be fully honest i drifted intentionally. b/c when i first started dating Aaron. i wasnt fully over Jordan. i never told anyone that. but i wasnt at all. i intentionally ignored phonecalls and refused to hang around him b/c i felt like that was unfair to Aaron. so i suppose the driftage is my fault all along. i just miss my best friend. but i guess people have to grow up sometime and he has. and im proud of him for it.
Honestly...i love Brooke and Sarah with all of my heart. ive never had any friends that could replace them. trust me ive tried. there have been times when i was just downright cold to them. and theyve always loved me and taken me back. and i love them more than life for it.
Honestly...i adore my little sister. she is my whole world and more. she looks up to me so much and it means the world to me. just knowing that i need to stay the way i am to set a good example for. and she makes me giggle.
Honestly...i miss being good friends with little Dave. (i hope youre reading this Dave). it makes me sad to think back to like.the first year at Snowbird and giving him piggy back rides everywhere and that stupid argument me and him had over Blake Morgan. all of it makes me so sad. and Katie Tucker the big butted trucker. only Dave could get away with that. and i miss him. i love you Dave no matter what.
Honestly...i love everyone. i m starting over. im not holding grudges. this whole honesty week deal has been good for me. i like it.
Honestly...it bugs me that people like Ashley Greer talk about me when ive never done anything to them. i would really like to be friends with them. but i suppose its up to them. sorry for whatever guys.
Honestly...theres still a lot id like to say i just cant think of it now so yeah. thats all for now.
xOx