i f eel super lonely

Anyone can give up.  Its the easiest thing in the world to do.  But to hold it together when most people would understand if you fell apart, that is true strength.

            I want to live my next life backwards:

You start out dead and get that out of the way.

Then you wake up in a nursing home feeling better every day.

Then you get kicked out for being too healthy.

Enjoy your retirement and collect your pension.

Then when you start work, ( Read more... )

i missed this song.

it doesnt feel like a monday [which makes me very happy] and i dont have work for so long .

more sweet 16s should have an open bar.. and baby coronas (coronitas)

i have an itinerary for shopping tomorrow, im very much excited. okay going out to eat.

Q: Kissed someone on your friends list?
A: TRUE

Q: Kissed someone you didn't like?
A: TRUE

Q: You like someone?
A: TRUE

Q: Held a snake?
A: TRUE

Q: Been suspended from school?
A: FALSE

Q: Been fired from a job?
A: FALSE

Q: Sang karaoke?
A: TRUE

Q: Done something you told yourself you wouldn't?
A: TRUE

Q: Caught a snowflake on your tongue?
A: TRUE

Q: Kissed in the ( Read more... )

shopping makes me feel better about everything. sigh. i cant wait to be home.

huh?

why hello there livejournal, i almost forgot you existed and that i could write whatever i wanted in you and whatever i want to... -smiles-

school is hard.  I have so much work all the time even if i do my work ahead of time.  not just busy work but really work... but i like it.. alot, bc i dont have to think about bullshit, just about real things ( Read more... )

disengaging you means not missing you.

it so surreal summer is almost gone... 8 days until school. if only things could be earased

what the "ef"

everyone likes to lie i feel like.

and everything i thought was, isnt.

very strange.

and you especially, you are only half of you AND you, you just feel special... and i feel like that when im supposed to say youre not... but who the fuck knows, and who the fuck cares...

i miss my roommate.

i like to make a mess, and i enjoy cleaning up a mess... but i never clean up my own mess


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