Re: So goodbye. (Maybe we'll meet again.)bluepaladinMarch 2 2003, 19:21:02 UTC
I will most definitely miss you, Ashleigh. I'm sorry we haven't had more of a chance to talk, lately. I truly hope you didn't believe I was ignoring you or taking your friendship for granted.:( I guess I've just been a bit down on myself, lately, and I've been trying to focus more completely on my classes, and I know I've neglected responding to my friends for some time. I keep meaning to reply, but I always want to respond with the true appreciation I feel, and when my spirits aren't at their best, I tend to have a difficult time forming words to truly voice my thoughts. I'm truly sorry
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I don't think I ever really 'hate'.:);/ I think I just 'hurt'. I think that's in the nature of me. I may somewhat 'hate' myself, for somehow offending, hurting, or upsetting you, but reflecting on why I am and whatever I may have done will only make me a stronger, more compassionate, empathetic, and understanding person, I know, so I think that's worthwhile, at least as long as it continues helping me to grow.
Let the rose continue to grow.
Keep her fed, each day, with all the light and water she needs.
Her petals will bloom, one day, and her Light will dazzle the world.:):)
So yes, reasons.. I kind of feel like we're on two totally different planes of thought. And while normally that would be okay, it almost became too much at times. I hold nothing against you, and you've never truly offended me..or anything like that. ( Though I think you do still see me as a number, which is incredibly frustrating. :] ) I just didn't know how to relate to you like I should. You're more methodical and serious, whereas I'm sloppy and don't really care. You know? This truly was nothing personal though. I mean..it's not like we know one another in the real world, right? :] This is all just pretend. But if I did offend you, I'm sorry. And if you want to come back, I would never deny you. :]
Goodbye Love. I wish you a beautiful time in everything you do. And you're right to take care of such beautiful writing. Ta-ta! xoxox Stephanie ...oh and I'll leave you with my favorite excerpt of all time.. Give me my Romeo, and when I shall die Take him and cut him out in little stars And he shall make the face of heaven so fine That all the world will be in love with night And pay no worship to the garish sun <3
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best of luck to you.
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Ack.
Mr. Harmony you weren't supposed to go anywhere.
I demand that you come back. :]
xoxo xx__♥
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Let the rose continue to grow.
Keep her fed, each day, with all the light and water she needs.
Her petals will bloom, one day,
and her Light will dazzle the world.:):)
Farewell,
Sweet princess:)
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So yes, reasons..
I kind of feel like we're on two totally different planes of thought. And while normally that would be okay, it almost became too much at times. I hold nothing against you, and you've never truly offended me..or anything like that. ( Though I think you do still see me as a number, which is incredibly frustrating. :] )
I just didn't know how to relate to you like I should. You're more methodical and serious, whereas I'm sloppy and don't really care. You know?
This truly was nothing personal though. I mean..it's not like we know one another in the real world, right? :] This is all just pretend.
But if I did offend you, I'm sorry. And if you want to come back, I would never deny you. :]
xoxo xx__♥
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I wish you a beautiful time in everything you do.
And you're right to take care of such beautiful writing.
Ta-ta!
xoxox
Stephanie
...oh and I'll leave you with my favorite excerpt of all time..
Give me my Romeo, and when I shall die
Take him and cut him out in little stars
And he shall make the face of heaven so fine
That all the world will be in love with night
And pay no worship to the garish sun
<3
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Don't be silly, darling Nicoletta!
You know I could never live without you.
xoxo xx__♥
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