Aw, that's so sweet. I just might cry again..:) Did you ever figure out which friends it were we had in common? Did you hang out with Joe Bynum and that crowd?
Joe Bynum - I wasn't friends with him, but I did have a massive crush on him at one point. I spent a few lunches at Adam's library prayer mtg. thing in 11th grade, before I discovered that I could hide out in the art room. He always seemed super-nice, that Joe.
As for 'friends': I kinda knew a boy you dated for a while. A boy you had a crush on and were friends with. And a boy you were friends with - who moved away. &I'm related to one of your friends. (&Yes, I'm strange when it comes to naming people. Heh.) :]
Sometimes I wish that I could go so easily as you do to see that which is my father's... But I just can't... At least not now - maybe never... In this I envy you...
I think that if it were my father's grave, I wouldn't be able to go either. I love my father, but I think we tend to have more of a connection with our mothers - in that sense. I've always loved cemetaries though, and I don't think of going to my mother's as anything having to do with death. (It's my meditation ground.) I think of it as her home, and strangely, it's where I 'feel' her the most. But my ease at going, probably has do to with the fact that it's been this way since I was a child. So the idea is completely comfortable to me. But maybe not. I don't know. If it's really important to you - force yourself. Because you -can-. And if you're waiting for the moment when you're comfortable with it and it doesn't hurt so much - you're being silly. There's never a right time. You go. It hurts. Then it gets easier. Best of luck, darling.
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Heh. My darling, Annabelle - don't cry.
You're too beautifulbeautiful, love.
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Did you ever figure out which friends it were we had in common? Did you hang out with Joe Bynum and that crowd?
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Aw. Stop that, darling. Heh :]
Joe Bynum - I wasn't friends with him, but I did
have a massive crush on him at one point. I spent a few
lunches at Adam's library prayer mtg. thing in 11th
grade, before I discovered that I could hide out in the art room. He always seemed super-nice, that Joe.
As for 'friends': I kinda knew a boy you dated for a while. A boy you had a crush on and were friends with. And a boy you were friends with - who moved away. &I'm related to one of your friends.
(&Yes, I'm strange when it comes to naming people. Heh.) :]
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I think that if it were my father's grave, I wouldn't be
able to go either. I love my father, but I think we tend to have more of a connection with our mothers - in that sense.
I've always loved cemetaries though, and I don't think of going to my mother's as anything having to do with death. (It's my meditation ground.) I think of it as her home, and strangely, it's where I 'feel' her the most. But my ease at going, probably has do to with the fact that it's been this way since I was a child. So the idea is completely comfortable to me. But maybe not. I don't know.
If it's really important to you - force yourself. Because you -can-. And if you're waiting for the moment when you're comfortable with it and it doesn't hurt so much - you're being silly. There's never a right time. You go. It hurts. Then it gets easier.
Best of luck, darling.
♥xo__
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