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Aug 25, 2003 23:10

I could feel her eyes on me. They were dark, full of caution ( Read more... )

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dirtyemosex August 25 2003, 21:19:52 UTC
One can only send oneself to the grave, Ashley darling. It's her choice... never yours.

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_crumbledarling August 25 2003, 22:33:28 UTC

But I'm afraid I pushed her a few steps closer.

Thank you, Annabella. I love you.

♥x

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tighlersteale August 25 2003, 21:30:51 UTC
aw, ash - i'm so sorry. don't (pardom the unfortunate pun) don't beat yourself up over this. i know it's rough, but anna is right - she has a choice. you can still be a support to her now. help her get out if you must. but you aren't the one responsible for this.

if she stayed with him, she was going to stay with him no matter what you did.

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_crumbledarling August 25 2003, 22:32:28 UTC

Thank you, darling.

The truth is, there's nothing I can do for her now.
We no longer speak.
I wasn't understanding about her situation, as I'd been in similar ones before...and I knew to walk away on instinct. Apparently, she didn't have those same instincts built-in, and my unforgiveness towards her decisions only caused our friendship to crumble.
Throw in a baby, and I'm completely alienated from the situation.
Communication is my weakness to begin with. Mix in things I'm uncomfortable with...and forget it.

The sad thing, is that he -will- kill her eventually. He's came close enough already...and still she does nothing.

I'm not responsible. But I'm partially to blame.

Thank you, L. Truly.

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nobatteries August 26 2003, 01:21:36 UTC
you can always help. always.

if you want to.

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_crumbledarling August 26 2003, 17:48:54 UTC

(I'm not so sure I want to anymore.)

♥x

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nobatteries August 26 2003, 17:51:55 UTC
well then thats okay too doll,
you still have to look out for number one
>love<

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sirenetta August 26 2003, 11:28:52 UTC
*hugs* I'm so sorry. 'tis not yr fault sweetie...
&if you ever need someone to talk to, I am here, okay? ♥xx

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_crumbledarling August 26 2003, 17:57:04 UTC

Thank you, Annabella.
I adore you.

♥x

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eskimoxxkisses August 26 2003, 14:37:26 UTC
You did what she wanted you to do though, didn't you?
(Sorry if that sounds harsh at all, I truly don't mean it to be..)

This entry seriously took me in- I love how you write and explain things. Honestly. Lovely.

<33

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_crumbledarling August 26 2003, 17:56:22 UTC

It doesn't sound harsh at all.
(But at the same time, I did what I knew would only hurt her in the long run.)

Thank you so much, darling. That means the world to me.
(You and A. look adorable. xx♥)

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eskimoxxkisses August 27 2003, 14:36:55 UTC
You're welcome, sweetheart.
(Thankyou<33)

<3

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