if i could id punch her in the face.

do you know how hard it is to make myself not want to be with you?
it cant be done. maybe it can be, but its not so easy.i know you never told me to think that way or whatever. but you arent being yourself. i dunno what else to do. im trying not to set myself up for heartbreak. im confused. i wish ( Read more... )

finally an update worth reading ( Read more... )

scratch that.
everything is fine.
im just paranoid.

im scared.

so i took a trip to houston last night ( Read more... )

the past few days have been kinda weird ( Read more... )

so ( Read more... )

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im confused.
and scared at the same time.
but im in love
or so i think.
he needs to make up his mind.
what does he want?
what do i want?
aggh.
and i found something out..
that made me happy.
but it shouldnt have.
what the hell is going on?
im so lost.

tonight was fun.
i stayed up playing games
with david. i kicked his ass!
hah
me and courtney went dress shopping the other day.
ill post pictures later.
right now im pooped.
goodnight. ♥