i finally got a job. i am working at stupid walmart in the sporting goods department. whatever. it's a job and it'll help pay for my classes next semester also help save up for my own place somewhere outside of san diego. i owe my mom almost $1,000. what a burden. i hope i don't fail the drug test.

i'm going to los angeles today to see my dear ( Read more... )

so much pressure in air
and i can't get away
i'm not happy here 

i hate you san diego.
i can't wait to leave you.

you were my only real friend...

now, i am alone.

i clearly see that you never gave a shit about me.
fucking liar. 

going to school in my pajamas is awesome.

8 more days until halo 3. 

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today is the first day of school.
i am terrified.

i'm changing, it's scary but exciting.
my mother and i rarely have arguements anymore.
we actually get along. it's great. in fact, it's fucking awesome.
i feel that i am maturing and learning as i grow older. 
i just turned 19 a month ago and i have came to so many realizations.
mostly, that money is the root of all evil and i can't be screwing around ( Read more... )

Arin and Susan's description of a "Four Eyed Monster" is really adorable and i can't get over how beautiful that movie was.

rodrigo, erika, my boy, and elon all working at the same place with me.
how rad is that?
it's pretty damn rad.

i've done a couple things since my last update.
promoted, six flags, demoted, hotels, college, promoted, new music, old music, come downs, old friends, new friends, work, work, and work.

i have more than enough money for my piano, but i am ( Read more... )