I miss a lot.

being able to lay in bed til 2pm and not be called lazy.

not worrying about having to look good for anybody
[this includes my job and family]

staying up all night doing whatever i want.

being able to be as loud as i want and not piss someone off.

the times when i had people skills and actually had a handful of friends.

i thought when i ( Read more... )

I've been sick for about 3 weeks now.
I have a doctors appt. sometime this week to see about
taking out these fuckin tonsil balls or whatever is back in my throat causing this.
and i have really bad stinging pains where my appendix is around.
i should tell the dr that too. prolly ya.

I have 8 days to finish sewing the quilt i am making for my ( Read more... )

So yesterday, I got a really funny email.
And ya, I plan to share it all with you.

To fill a little bit in, 
i wrote a blog calling people dumbasses. 
which would be people who i stopped being friends with due to drugs, 
and for other people that are just shallow and stupid.
but one of james' friends' girlfriends got the wrong idea. 
and somehow made ( Read more... )

So the bank called james today.
someone tried to buy things off a clothing magazine using our account over the phone. 
thank gawd i have 6 bucks in my account and they couldnt do anything.
I dont know how people got so stupid.
they kept trying to charge the card like..
hoping thered be money in it the next time they called a day later.
weird thing is. 
( Read more... )

my teacher gave me time to do the project 
that we're doing for class all by myself
when there are supposed to be 6 of us.
with full credit.
but i just HAD to get sick tho
so i cant concentrate.
so yaaaa. hahah. 
maybe ill do it tomorrow night after school.

I talked to Nate today.
glad to hear he's doing good :]

I dropped likeee. 4 friends the past couple ( Read more... )

i saw my mom the other day 
and we talked about the wedding.

she did NOT remember doing the salsa with james on her wedding day.
jeez, i didn't realize she was the drunk haha.

I love it when it looks like it's going to snow.
but i hate that it doesn't!!!

I got a new job.
let's see how long that lasts! hahaha

hm.

im loving life.
no drama. 
dont get to hear about drama.
i go to school.
work.
play mass amounts of video games. 
and eat alot of PIE.
but only because me james ricky and brian 
whenever we hang out.
we ALWAYS buy pie.
and if ( Read more... )

my mom's wedding was absolutely beautiful.
the power went out on the whole block, including the 15 story hotel we were staying at.
but it happened during the middle of the ceremony
and didn't go back on til halfway thru the reception.
but the lights going out and everything made it that much more fun because we had a generator
and it brought people ( Read more... )

After the LAMEEEE news about the insurance..
[which i find out MAYBE tomorrow if i can be on my mom's]
my mom picked me up at my house and took me driving.
stick shift.
to all the cars that were behind me...
im SORRRRY.
i couldn't stop laughing though.
it's good to have a little mom and me time.
even if we don't really like eachother
besides the fact we're ( Read more... )

I have no car insurance
and on james' car
his insurance is 1600 for another year because
some dumbass piece of shit crashed his last car. 
sooo
i can't drive
even though i have a permit.
SWEET.