Today I went to Woodbury Commons, it was boring. Today was boring, but Angela came home<333!! Yayness. I'm really happy I have friends like Anais, Ange, Liz, Victoria.. they really do care.

( sounds of a broken heart )

I found out yesterday I am failing almost all classes, my mom has to go to a meeting. I cried.. a lot. I hungout w/ Anais n Victoria at the movie nite thing, then Anais slept overrrr. It was a lot of fun, I love late night conversations. We wokeup quite early, had bagels, dropped Anais off and went to chiro. Then I helped at earthday celebration at ( Read more... )

Yesterday was the Paperclips trip, it was sad.. not that great but alright. I got two referrals for cutting class, once on tuesday and once yesterday. Lovelyyy. After school I had a voice lesson, then went to dunkin's around 830 for my latte. Today I had some kind of mediation thing with Melanie, it did not solve anything. I didn't expect it to. I ( Read more... )

Give up what you think you have to say ( Read more... )

I did it again and what the hell was I thinking. I can't go back into my old ways, that's all I'm saying.

You're not by my side

and i just don’t know what to make of all this anymore.
part of me is head over heels for the guy who makes me
feel nothing but beautiful, another part just feels...

defeated in every aspect of her life.

and i’m falling [again] into some unknown
territory i can’t even make out, some unknown
emotion i can’t even feel.

but it’s there. ( Read more... )

Imagine there's no heaven,
It's easy if you try,
No hell below us,
Above us only sky,
Imagine all the people
living for today...

I've wasted so many days living for the future, when the best time to live really is now. Ridiculous. I used to be so depressed where I thought everyone hated me and I was the biggest loser and really ugly but now I'm happy ( Read more... )

If only you knew ( Read more... )

Doing a small friends cut bc we didn't have many common interests or we didn't connect enough to be.. friends. <333 Ok.

Wow, fifth time I've seen the music video Boulevard of Broken Dreams today. ANYONE HAVE GJ?? ADDME, _prettydisaster. LOL I was looking for Kelly's school this morning on the tv for delay/closing. love__rush  she's my lover, go add herr<33 GOSH. On the agenda..

130-ital teacher tutors me

400-meeting at IDT w/ parents.. eugh?

500-I THINK voice lesson YAYNESS
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